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2006-11-20T21:48:00.000+08:00

MOVED !! :D

click here

2006-11-17T00:01:00.000+08:00

THE NIGHTMARE IS OVER !!!
O'S IS OVER !! FOREVER & EVER AFTER :D
HAWHAWHAW.

caught step up at tiong bahru.
ohman. go catch that show.
its SUPERBLY DUPERBLY nice :D
makes you wanna get down to the dance floor.

tmr's gonna be a busy day.
i'm going to get my haircut which im seriously in need of :)
of course, needless to say, i'll be with my sexy boy :D
she's gonna get her haircut at my salon too. hoho.

#21-11 : PAE + COUNCIL ROD
#23-11 : PROM NIGHT :D
#24-11 : ngeeann screening

and i'll be going for job-hunting one day.
i'm gonna get my ass down to work :)
not for the money ( i'm not seriously in need of cash, but having more doesnt hurts :] ) , but for the experience.
i just made myself sound so noble. haha.
okay whatever :]

quote of the day :
I'M GONNA LIVE MY LIFE FOR MYSELF TODAY :D

uploading pictures into friendster now.
( not like i want you as a friend. naa nanny poo poo.. haha! )
spastic & glam pictures, i like :]
check out my friendster for pretty faces.

i'm gonna have seriously bad eyerings tmr.
( cos' i'll be on the phone till wee hours in the morning today )
life is so exciting after o's..
:D

2006-11-01T16:04:00.000+08:00

YDAY WAS STINKY FISH DAY.
PPO KNOWS WHY :)

2006-10-27T12:44:00.001+08:00

say goodbye - chris brown

look..
we gotta talk
dang! i know, i know
it's just some things i gotta get off my chest
alright
yeah
oh ooh oh ooh oh ooh oh

baby come here and sit down, let's talk
i got a lot to say so i guess i'll start by
saying that i love you
but you know, this thing ain't been
no walk in the park for us
i swear it'll only take a minute
you'll understand when I finish, yeah
and i don't wanna see you cry
but i don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so

how do you let it go?
when you
you just don't know?
what's on the other side of the door
when you're walking out, talk about it
everything i tried to remember to say
just went out my head
so i'ma do the best i can to get you to understand
cause i know..

[CHORUS]
there's never a right time to say goodbye
but I gotta make the first move
cause if i don't you gonna start hating me
cause i really don't feel the way i once felt about you
girl it's not you, it's me
i gotta gotta figure out what i need
oh..
there's never a right time to say goodbye
but we know that we gotta go
our separate ways
and i know it's hard but i gotta do it
and it's killing me
cause there's never a right time
right time to say goodbye

but now your heart is breaking
and a thousand times i
found myself asking, "why? why?"
why am I taking so long to say this?
but trust me, girl
i never
meant to crush your world
and i never
though i would see the day we grew apart
and i wanna know

how do you let it go?
when you
you just don't know?
what's on the other side of the door
when you're walking out, talk about it
girl i hope you understand
what i'm tryna say
we just can't go on
pretending that we get along
girl how you not gonna see it?

very inspirational piece of music :)
speaks very well for us. yeaps.

my daddy was lazy to go to work today.
when i woke up, he was happily meddling around with his notebook.
so thats why i popped in & surfed net for a while :)

im gonna do serious studying later.
for the past weeks, i didnt do any solid work AT ALL.
so im like shit, shit, SHIT. haha.

anyhow, lotone's chicken macaroni is my all time fav :D
okay, im being random today. haha.
so shant scribble anymore,
i shall STUDY :)
( if im able to. haha )

BYE PEOPLE WHO ARE STILL SURVIVING THE BOOKS :D

2006-10-21T15:27:00.000+08:00

huangjian is so freaking smitten with me.
hahahahahahahahaha !!!!!!!!!
i laughed every part of me out yday.
&&&& he smiled so widely at me, like this -> :D
goodness.

i still as disappointed & still as upset.
but no, i aint letting it affect me in any way :)
i dont want your eyes to be tired from all those rollings.
haha.

its not up to me now, i've did my part :)

&&&&&
I GOT THOSE PRINCESS HOURS SONGS.
ITS DAMN NICE :D :D :D

banana in pajamas :D

2006-10-13T21:53:00.000+08:00

friend: that one special person who makes life easier by just being there and listening to your problems and difficulties.

friendship: a special bond between two people. a bond that time cannot break. it is strong like a chain, with linking hearts.

to my two best friends :

you walked into my life,
when my world was dark and cold.
you held out your arms,
and my heart and soul you did hold.

you promised you will never leave,
that you will always be there.
i never knew that i meant so much,
that my heart was worth enough to care.

and now that we have to part,
my heart is ripping apart.
all i've left to say is that,
iloveyou & it'll always be true.

have been feeling emo for that whole day.
four years of school life, coming to an end.
its this harsh fact that we have to accept.

okay, i shant go on further,
or else i'll just lose it ):

going over to malaysia tmr for granny's bday dinner.
more pictures :) yay.
my sissy is so going to act gay again.

on a side note : my eye bags are BAD ): ):

2006-10-07T22:27:00.000+08:00

dont let me go - westlife

it doesnt take much to learn,
when the bridges that you burn
leave you stranded feeling alone.

it doesnt take much to cry,
when your living in a lie
and deceiving that someone who cares.

if i could turn back time,
i would put you first in my life.

and i would risk it all for you,
to prove my love is true.
i'll build a wall around my heart,
that will only break a part for you.

can change the way i feel,
so tell me whats the deal.
dont say, dont say its too late.

the psi index is like freaking high was. 150.
and to think i still thought the haze was due to excess burning of incense paper.
HAHAHA. okay, i know its funny. go ahead and laugh :)

i folded so many hearts today :D
oh oh oh .....
& MY NOSE JUST BLED.
LIKE OMFG. I SCREAMED WHEN I REALISED.
ITS.HELL.SHITTY.EFFING.GROSS :/

three subjects down for psle.
two more to go.
jiayou, little asshole :]

no need for comtemplation,
acjc it shall be, followed by cjc.
though i will end up in ngeeann poly afterall :]

I CANT WAIT FOR POLY LIFE.

and today's i not stupid was so gay.
its was totally full of crap, so NOT entertaining.

I WANNA GET DOWN TO THE BEACH !!!!!!!!!
IS THERE SUCH THING AS A PORTABLE BEACH?
I WOULD LOVE ONE. :D

2006-10-01T17:41:00.000+08:00

today was a tiring day.
made three trips tru & fro the centris showroom cos firstly, my dad didnt bring his chequebook, & when he got back, my mum didnt bring her i/c.
i swear my parents are totally blur like crazy.

so anyway, my dad bought this penthouse unit :D
#16-20. i like the number :)
facing the 5om olympia pool and the mrt is directly in front,
with the new bus interchange at the basement.
so cool :) but that's only in three year's time. still some time away.

had lunch at aunt's.
she showed us this video that she did.
tres amazing :)

i tired. seriously. dead. tired.

you ripped the smile off my face,
stole the truth & left a lie.

2006-09-30T11:40:00.000+08:00

how i wished..

human existance was never for granted,
humans could get a hold over themselves &
humans knew their future.

the most radical purpose of life has alr lost its meaning.
people are now living for the sake of others
& what more is there to look forward to?

it just leaves me bewildered by the way things work.

words left unturned,
promises left broken,
the world is insane.

you just made my worst nightmare come true..

2006-09-27T16:46:00.000+08:00

CMON, LEAVE ME BREATHLESS

2006-09-25T20:18:00.000+08:00

shopping is SO therapeutic..
but SOOOO strenuous to both my poor feet ):

managed to get MISS CARINE TAN out of the house.
so we went home to change after bio p1 & went to town.
and oh pls, she's the BIGGEST retard EVER. I SWEAR.
she didnt bring her house keys so she ended up stranded at her grams.
HAHA.

we dropped off at tiongbahruplaza for lunch cos misstan was TOO hungry.
had delifrance. their service sucks biggie time.
headed to town.

bought shades at forever21 :)
i got this pair of earrings too.
&&&&& I BOUGHT MY NUM BAG :DDDDD
plus green soccer havaianas :)
i couldnt get nice ones with backstrap :(

i was wearing charles&keith slips & they were TOO flat, so my feet was freaking pain.
and carine had blisters with her pumps too.
soooo...
we changed into havaianas! :D

took neoprints at heeren.
posed with shades & havaianas :]
and guess what, misstan was writing the captions for the photos & she wanted to write 'havaianas frenzy', but was unsure of the spelling.
so she took off one slip & copied the spelling !!!!
I DIED ON THE SPOT. HAHAHA.

and screw omega, i want my haagen daz !! ):
i didnt have my fondue. im still upset over it. RAWH ): ):
settled for my all-time fav gelato afterall.

sat at the water fountain to finish.
then bought mooncake for mummy.
I BOUGHT MY SNOWSKIN ONES :D

cabbed home & dropped misstan off at jp.
we were so dead tired that we went ' OOOHHH ' when we got onto the cab.
and i said "you know what, we're very suitable for a certain commercial at this moment. "
carine went "what?"
" OSIM I-SQUEEZE !!! "
hahahahaha.

okay, pictures for now :)

nobody gives a damn fuck abt nhnp.
COME ON.

2006-09-22T18:30:00.000+08:00

oh, pictures for my sexayyy ipod skin :]

WHITE LIL ANGEL :DDD

psst.. carine, you must be happy.
YOOOO-HOOOOOO.... :DD
and val, have fun in KL.
i seriously feel like killing you, bitch. :)

2006-09-21T13:56:00.000+08:00

last written paper, whats left are all paper one-s.
so to me, prelims are over :D
hohohohohohohohohohohohohoh !!!!!!!!!!

even though amath paper #2 was screwed,
even though biology paper #2 is like shit,
even though physics paper #2 was hell lots of squeezing of brain juices ..

its OVER. :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

oh, anyway
i got this mighty cute ipod nano silicon case at POPULAR.
( okay, popular is cool for once :] )
its an angel. plain white. damn cool :D

blogger doesnt allow me to upload the pictures now & i cant sign in to photobucket.
so no pretty pictures of my ipod angel ):

2006-09-11T16:03:00.000+08:00

**edited.
i see pictures of a red monster with yellow nose & big eyes on friendster.
&&&&&&&& its ELMOOOOOO :D **

today marks the start our prelims 'o6.
our first three months depends on this.

BUT BUT BUT..

where's the pressure?
& where's all the mugging-s?

shrugs.
whatever we need to do is to study and take the papers.
flunk or not, i shant bother :)

you bitch : all along, i've nvr liked you right from the start. come on, im giving you respect for the sake of ***. if not i would have bitched abt you big time pls. you need to learn to accept pple the way others accept your bitchy ways. learn some self-control. stop being a whore. tsk.

today's 9/11 and its my uncle's bday :]
so i'll be bringing the cake & presents up to his house later.
hollandv is screening is 20mins time.
so i gotta make a fast exit & get some emath done before i watch my show.

all the luck you need, you'll have it :]

2006-09-03T12:31:00.000+08:00

i have new songs & im happy :]
im drinking iced apple tea while editing photos.
im feeling happyyyyyyyyy :]
i dont know why. haha.

my sister is exploring my inbox.
and shes reading EVERY SINGLE msg out aloud.
crazy fellow.

holidays are here but prelims are even nearer. eeks.
my left eye is still sore. :/
read too much HOT STUFF alr. haha

my ipod decided to be crazy again.
how irritating. tsk.
i need a second helping of chicken soup! :]

ps : i love mercs :]
*zoom zoom*

2006-08-31T23:18:00.000+08:00

1) i shopped in town today :]
2) parents bought gelato home again. yummmmmm.
3) me & sis got our white cropped shorts.
4) tmr's miss peh's birthday.
5) i'm actually going out to STUDY tmr. :]

and i'm outta here.
byebye earthlings.

(black&white) :]

2006-08-26T11:34:00.000+08:00

olevels english oral was alright.
got some topic on elderly and sports.
yday's chem prac was pass-able.
chloride or carbonate?
its alr over, who cares.

up next shall be physics and bio practical.
i still aint recovering. :/
the flu's still there, cough's here,
but at least the 38.5 degrees fever is gone. :]
im wheezing whil typing & its bad. :(
and now im freaking stuck at home alone.

np ord is today, but decided to give it a miss.
not going to get myself irritated when i see certain pple.
like what i commented..
"if im a guy, i'll go. at least the guys are bonded"
simple check out the girls, sh*t.
im sure the buc is going to turn out screwed.
but if it aint screwed, it wont be np anymore :]

uploading pics into my comp and friendster.
the bananas. hahahahaha. check them out!

oh gee, i feel nauseous. :/
and it suddenly dawned on me that i didnt take my medicine.
so im popping those blue, yellow, red&white pills now.

parents went out with my sister early in the morning.
i need some entertainment pls..
ohyea, someone's getting his SI rank today.

i am disappointed in you..
sorry if i aint caring anymore.

2006-08-18T18:06:00.000+08:00

commons-liberated.
olevels english oral up next on schedule,
followed by prelim practicals.
ITS ALL ABOUT STUDYING :/

i havent been blogging for so long that i dont know what else to type.
was editing pictures. coolstuff. :D

i'm really glad to have my beloved ones right by me.
i couldnt ask for more.
i'm just more than satisifed :]

i thought i found a friend in you ;
let me believe in something real.

2006-07-29T22:09:00.000+08:00

was just at friendster.
went to --'s profile.
OH MAN.
SHE LOOKS LIKE SOME OLD HAG WHO HAS BEEN SHAGGED A GAZILLION TIMES PLEASE.
why are there such gross people on this universe?

1) my ipod has been playing since eleven till now. :/
2) my taitai is indulging in her heat therapy.
3) dad is still not home yet.
4) i have to start my commons revision SOON.
5) amath test next wednesday.
6) i drank chocolate ice blend today. :]
7) today is saturday. (okay, this is crap)
8) i love np for its great bonding sessions. :]
9) zhirui is tha nice guy for the month. :]
10) THATS WHY WE ARE FRIENDS!!! :D

updating my ipod now.
bye human beings! :]

2006-07-17T17:42:00.000+08:00

1) i made my sweet chili walked all the way from ibp to jurongeast !!! hahahaha. and we screamed like MICE when there was this 'explosion'. any human being that exist was looking at us. hahaha. its freaking holy gay. :]

2) we went to the library to find some CHINESE books. i bet you cant believe what you're seeing right? haha. tried levelthree but the books were wayyyyy too thick. so went to the children's section instead, to get simplified version. hee.

3) the library atmosphere was soooooo yummy to sleep. :] that baby nearly fell asleep.

4) lim, wahtuck and hannbin was at stackers again. oh gee. guys. ;]

5) my asshole sista made honeywater for me yday. so i brought it to school today. so sweet right? :] okay, she's the best. (she wants it here)

and when i reach home, was craving for milo dinosaur. but the nice asshole (irony. haha) made me milo ice blend instead. SO YUMMY. :D okay, i love her so much man. hahaha.

need to do chinese project.
im gonna be bored to tears. :/
and prelims english oral is tmr!
OH SHIT :]

2006-07-16T21:36:00.000+08:00

changing blogskin background is my favourite past time now. :]
changed two in a day. hoho.

TATA FOR NOW. :]
I'M OUTTA HERE.

2006-07-16T12:02:00.000+08:00

; *BLINK:] # we all need a pantomime to remind us what is real says:
you like overnight celebrity?
« wong xingxing valencia » searching for - 'world greatest' by 1st lady & r kelly says:
NO
« wong xingxing valencia » searching for - 'world greatest' by 1st lady & r kelly says:
hate them like crap
« wong xingxing valencia » searching for - 'world greatest' by 1st lady & r kelly says:
totally think they damn cool
« wong xingxing valencia » searching for - 'world greatest' by 1st lady & r kelly says:
TSKTSK
« wong xingxing valencia » searching for - 'world greatest' by 1st lady & r kelly says:
in fact,i just dont like celebrities
« wong xingxing valencia » searching for - 'world greatest' by 1st lady & r kelly says:
they are like 'whatever'
; *BLINK:] # we all need a pantomime to remind us what is real says:
HAHAHAHAHA
; *BLINK:] # we all need a pantomime to remind us what is real says:
THE SONG LEH.
; *BLINK:] # we all need a pantomime to remind us what is real says:
FUNNY KIDDO.
« wong xingxing valencia » searching for - 'world greatest' by 1st lady & r kelly says:
OH
« wong xingxing valencia » searching for - 'world greatest' by 1st lady & r kelly says:
HAHAHAA
« wong xingxing valencia » searching for - 'world greatest' by 1st lady & r kelly says:
SAY LAH
« wong xingxing valencia » searching for - 'world greatest' by 1st lady & r kelly says:
alamak
« wong xingxing valencia » searching for - 'world greatest' by 1st lady & r kelly says:
make me sia suay
« wong xingxing valencia » searching for - 'world greatest' by 1st lady & r kelly says:
TSKTSK
; *BLINK:] # we all need a pantomime to remind us what is real says:
HAHAHAHA
; *BLINK:] # we all need a pantomime to remind us what is real says:
DAMN FUNNY PLS.
« wong xingxing valencia » thankyou godbrother! : D says:
TSK
« wong xingxing valencia » thankyou godbrother! : D says:
aiya,actually i act blur to make you laugh only lah
« wong xingxing valencia » thankyou godbrother! : D says:
HAHA

the above proves that my shit is an idiot.
but i still love her nevertheless. :D
(ps : i love my knight in his armour suit. hahahahaha)

2006-07-15T22:15:00.000+08:00

waiting for my bananashit while i type this entry :]

things went wrong in the morning.
in short, my parents were unhappy with me.
so my dad being grouchy, decided not to send me for dental.
okay fine.

so i told my sister 'lets go, we'll cab there'
and *poof* we were in the red smrt cab.
reached town in time for my dental. :]
and despite he cab hike, the fare costs 15bucks.
i assumed it would hit like 20plus or sth.

after dental, the asshole wanted to lunch at nydc.
so we had lala craft, poshspice and times square mudpie.
ps : my sister is out to gobble all my money. hahaha.

walked to paragon.
searched for some stuffs but there was no sizes!!! pfffft..
and barneyrustle is still 159bucks, kahhwee scammed us. gee.
gay sister bought roxy slips. (see, she spent my money again)

then went over to wisma.
mango, topshop & those usual shops.
nothing much since everyth was in a big mess :/

went to forever21 too.
wanted to try clothes but the fittingrooms queue was like how longgg.
then cabbed home.

cabbing is an expensive hobby. :]

okay im getting my ass out of here.
and before i forget,
dr colin ong praised me today!!! :D

2006-07-13T22:01:00.000+08:00

let the rain fall down, & wake my dreams.
let it wash away my sanity. :]

sweet chili met GENUINE GAYS today!
hahahahahahaha. she's so lucky. ;)
and hey babe, quit hitting my boobs infront of ***!!!!

school was gay for the past few days.
lessons were boring.
half falling asleep during english.
& a china principal during chinese.

finding some chinese proverbs shit.
pictures next time round! :]

SCHOOL ENDS AT TWELVE ON MONDAY! :D

2006-07-08T22:09:00.000+08:00

woke up at nine this morning. (its holy early please. tsk)
watched cars with my sista. lightning mcqueen is damn cute! > :]
sista watched half the show while i continued the other half myself.

went off at eleven to meet mr wonderous. (hahahaha)
ate lunch and he made me feel guilty for wasting food.
studied at coffee bean.
inconsiderate people tends to keep that bloody door open. damn irritating.

yz came down after his tuition.
and i bought snapple again! > :]

went to library, saw brotherlim & sacha there.
& mr wonderous did sth ultra retarded.

stupid asshole. gee.
met parents for dinner & came home.
im so bushed now cos i woke up early today!
so i shall sleep early tonight. hoho. > :]

2006-07-05T16:04:00.000+08:00

pictures during chemistry enrichment.

the last picture was just our conversation.
chemistry got sooo boring that we started taking pics.
HOLY SH*T. WE WERE LAUGHING LIKE SOME IDIOTS.
thanks to mrs CHAN okay.

school's pretty much the same.
but theres early dismissal this friday! > :D
YIPEE. JUMPS AROUND. THROWS CONFETTI.

just a few updates.
SWT has got a scandal, Y.
ICWS has got one too! -> YX.
and SQ likes --.
someone & someone broke.

okays damn, i sound like a bitch.
whatever that matters,
i'm going to study for chemistry now.
LOVE. :]

2006-07-02T19:50:00.000+08:00

went town with family yesterday.
met yz at yewtee to pass him my chem theory first.
mrs siew was so nice to cook lunch for them.

bought a green top from mango yday while my sister bought two tops.
she's so into topshop & mango (under my influence actually) haha.
she bought a brown tanktop and this very cute white top.

&&&&&&&&&&& we bought gelato home!!! > :D

i bet your tempted now.. !!! haha.

okay byebye, i shall go be a good girl now.

i'm going to STUDY. > :]

2006-06-30T19:36:00.000+08:00

a fish once told the sea :
you cant see my tears cos i'm in the waters.

the sea then told the fish :
thats not true, i can feel your tear cos you're in my heart. > :)

i just find it sweet somehow, even though i know the fish and sea thing is kind of stupid. haha.
and first week of school is alr over.
time till prelims and o's are getting lesser & lesser. > :/
this is sooooo shitty.

i'll most probably be going town again tmr!!!! > :]

2006-06-25T20:43:00.000+08:00

1) i did NOTHING for today except for one bookreview.
2) had steamboat dinner. ate yummy crabs. > :]
3) school's reopening tmr. > :/
4) saw waltson tan, that chao ah beng tdy (he's gonna scream if he sees this)
5) my dad wore his gstrings !!!!!! hahahahahahaha.

pictures! :] :]

; KOVALERINAS. :D

2006-06-23T21:31:00.000+08:00

HOHO.
back here! > :]

two more days and the june vacation is going to be over. > :(
which means new school term &&& commons, prelims, o's. oh damn. > :/
homestays with daddy coming home at noon no more, midnight craze with sister no more, svc & dvd afternoons with mummy no more, going out at anytime no more.
there's so much things that i cant do when school starts! pfft..

but but but,
i get to see VALWONG & CARINETAN five days out of seven. > :D
i get to have some real bitch fun. hee.
i get to irritate mr chaisiaun during morning assembly again.
i get to talk to all my buds every single day! > :]

okay whatever it is, school HAS to start.

before everyone in this world forgets, its twentythird today. > :]
went changi and ate at popeye's.
the whatever biscuit thing was the gross-est thing ever on earth. > :/
bought snapple. icedpeachtea this time round. > :)
drank half a bottle only, couldnt finish.

wanted to walk back to t2 and someone was lazy.
for the first time i felt like WALKING okay! haha.
rotted in that stupid train with that irritating squeaking chair. tsktsk.
went to take neos and did personalised stickers for sista.

sometimes i wonder, why am i so nice to an asshole? haha.
but i gotta reward her for being at my beck & call eh. > ;)

dad picked me up from jurongpoint.
had subway for dinner. yumyum.
& i bought white choco macadamia cookie.

pictures next time! > :]

2006-06-18T22:00:00.000+08:00

i lost my mood to blog. > :/

but anyway,
bought my i-fusion yday (ipod speakers)
& bought gstrings for father's day.

i'm just having a sudden interest in flinstones.

2006-06-12T19:39:00.000+08:00

there you go again, with all that bullshitty nonsense of yrs.
a big HA-HA-HA to you seriously.
stop putting in those efforts, im not the least bit swayed. > :)
im soooooo utterly disgusted by you & yr girl.
i swear she looks like a bloody octogenarian. ( the biggest turn-off EVER )

your such a big screwed sadist.
you enjoying seeing people suffer right?
maybe i should have a pogrom just for you, its suits you perfectly.
& i bet these pple will hate you for life. i swear. > :]

i think your a psychopath who's unwilling to accept that i'm leading a much much happier life than yrs. > :)
& therefore you try all means to ruin mine.
but sad to say, you didnt succeed.
i feel how sorry for you. truly.

and you, your a f*ing bitch.
pls do not be a hypocrite when you obviously dont have what it takes.
i bet your going through some hysteria right now hur.
i'm the champion, my friend.
you cant outshine me. > :]

# it takes a superman to sweep me off my feet ;
too bad you aint one. > :]

2006-06-07T22:06:00.000+08:00

a summarised entry.

#1 : my ipod is back! ALIVE & KICKING > :D
#2 : my mama is being discharged and back home. YAY > :D
#3 : i survived being a homemaker for three days. (even though half the time i screwed things up, and even though i surrender to that holy washing machine) HAHA.
#4 : my aunt bought this treadmill. cool stuff. > :)
#5 : my cousins went over to msia. no more entertainment. > :(
#6 : to you, dont protect your girl at the expense of yr friends. we're much more worthy than her.
#7 : my dad blasted james blunt & daniel powter on the stereo on sunday. he SANG & DANCED to the music. i swear it was shitty funny. me & my mum had great laughs. hahaha.
#8 : my uncle gave me another fifty buck yet again. > :/
#9 : i gave my promo a miss, so im a cpl for life. > :]
#10 : my cousin called me little bunny?! hahaha. damn funny.

okays, ten points and i'm outta here.
SMILE :]

2006-05-21T22:34:00.000+08:00

blessedness is so fragile..

BACK TO BLOG. :)

saturday.

got my ass down to gleneagles for my checkup.
went to chinatown for lunch.
lunched at togi, the yummy korean restaurant. :)
my parents and sister enjoyed the food. yeah.

went down to queensway.
met wahtuck there. walked a few rounds around with him.
and both of us were wearing yellow.
COINCIDENTALLY i swear. haha.
and he walks with a speed of light. &@*#$^!

aunt bought her nike track shoes.
quite pretty with shades of green. :)
dad tried on this nike dunks at limited ed.
he wanted to get it but his size was not available.

so got home and i fell asleep on the sofa. :/
woke up and watched tv. :)

TADA. THATS FOR SAT.

today.

stayed home for lunch.
and got down to town soon after.
met up with babyPEH.
and her babyCHAN left to meet his parents.

so we walked to paragon.
i bought sth nice. :)
and to heerens for queen's couture.
not much of nice stuff though.

walked around at adidas and all.
and i went back to tangs to meet my parents.
and of course, the two BABIES met up. ;)

looked around at fcuk and theislandshop.
mum bought this nice green top.
i wanted to get a necklace but didnt in the end.

my aunt and uncle came down to town and met up with us.
went over to wheelock for apple.
the service centre is closed on sunday. hmrp.
my dad is keen on getting an ipod video. :)

went to crumpler.
the bloody limited edition design is HOLY UGLY.
the new season is not out yet. :(

and and and..
I BOUGHT MY BIRKENSTOCK. :)
yay.

my aunt bought herself a nike sling bag.
it was quite a good deal.

went some place for seafood steamboat dinner.
and i fell asleep on the journey home.

oh, my lover called me. :)
talked for quite long on the phone.
(poof* my phone bills. :/)
and shes going to show me her cross stitch tmr! :) hee.

im seriously deprived of sleep nowadays.
even though mids is over.
oh ya, mids. okay, i did FAIRLY well this time round.
okay super random.

i shall off the laptop now and get some sleep seriously.
my eye bags and dark rings!!
goodness. :(

.. and shortlived.

2006-05-17T19:58:00.000+08:00

pretending to be oblivious

fine. shall get my ass down to blog.

the hell mids are over.
but we're getting back our results tmr.
like wt-?!

exams period was hell load of shit.
and it was NOT due to the stress of mids.
okay, you wont get what im trying to say.

came home after my last paper.
i had to be home thanks to my sister lah.
slept my afternoon away,
like how no life can i get. :/

im finishing my goodnight nobody soon.
okay, not very soon actually.
its a nice story. :)

my entry is screwed
cos my day i screweddd..

i shall be a nice asshole to let my sis use the laptop.
BYE.

so i wont get hurt

2006-04-16T12:09:00.000+08:00

back to blog.
this whole weekend is stagnant for me.
three days at home, been completing my homework and doing unproductive revision of midyears. (if you consider writing self-notes productive)

and these three days, i've been pondering over alot of things.
sorted things out with myself.
earned myself a credit. > :)

was supposed to go jurongpoint yesterday.
but wasnt feeling well, so stayed at home alone instead..
and slept for 1298538725 hours.
my nice mummy bought back cheesecake and my maplesyrup cereal for me! yumyum. > :)

these few days my dad have me very hyper.
he keeps fooling around and scamming us.
so almost everyday, my family will be laughing our asses off at him.
hahaha.

for the past two nights, have been hyper-ing at MIDNIGHT with my sister.
last night she started this whole pinkpanter walk thing.
i laughed my head off for goodness sake. its holy funny!!!
and on second thoughts, its been quite some time since i last caught up with her.
so last night we lay on the bed for one hour talking abt stuffs, but i dozed off first. > :/
and that asshole keep teasing me. TSKTSK.

and my mum's operation is most probably scheduled on thirtyfirst may, which is like two days after my birthday.
thats like damn sad lah.
okays nevermind.

brolim just sent me songs. > :)
THANKYOU. and hmm.. takecare yea.

gonna be on hiatus for a month or so.
farewell everyone!
in the meantime, SMILE. cos thats the best thing you can do.
takecare. > :)

hey girl, i wanna catch your wave.

2006-04-09T19:49:00.000+08:00

a pretty boring sunday.
woke up at noon, had lunch and did work.
but my mummy was nice to 'modify' my uniform for me. so i dont have to tuck in. > :)
yea, say my mummy is nice.

yesterday's flag day was not as fun and achieving compared to the other time round i did with valenciawong at toa payoh.
and yday's mood was pretty screwed. > :(
ups and downs. moodswings.
the first time i let my emotions flow infront of so many people. :/
but from that, i realised some people are nice afterall.
___ waved her hand in front of me to ask me if i was okay.
and whereas, some supposedly close friends did/say nothing at all.
but forget it, thats how the world is.

oh. and valenciawong's birthday dinner was fabulous. > :D
and this must be the bestest birthday she ever spent.
all the surprises and everything. thats how sweet we get. aww.. > :)
p/s : poodle, we OWNS. > :D

tomorrow onwards shall be mugging for me.
not hardcore at least, but i gotta get my ass down to do proper studying.
and np is having treasurehunt tmr. lets see how fun it can get.

and and AND..
my ipodnano CRACKED. ohmygoodness.
the screen has two pathetic cracks and im friggin' upset over it.
though its still working, but im having a hard time figuring out what song its playing.

L is for the way you look at me.
O is for the only one i see.
V is very very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone you adore.
LOVE is all i have to give to you.
LOVE is more than just a game for two.
two in love can make it ; take my heart but please dont break it.
love was made for you and me. > :)

2006-03-31T20:56:00.000+08:00

[EDITED] my mum just send me an april's fool msg when shes like at home?! hahaha. shes being damn funny today. > :]

changed my blogskin. yeah. > (:
haha. and finally im back after eons..
havent been touching my notebook for so long lah.
oh gosh. im pretty amazed. > :/

went for my haircut today at chinesegarden.
my two pretty hot babes accompanied me there. > (:
didnt change my hairstyle, just that its shorter, so its pretty alright. > (:
yeah, and key is still as nice. haha. told me abt her jc life last time. she said she regretted, she should have went poly.
so she encourages me to go poly. > (:

past week was somehow up and down.
mood was like weird. > :/
but yea, everyth's fine and everyth's over.
sunshine after rain. > :D

workload is getting heavier and heavier each day.
thats like damn sad lah.
and i owe fonseka his english speech for like coming a month. > :@
i guess he forgot abt it as well. haha.

and val wants this part :
-i carried her bag in the morning up to class for her. (see how nice i am)
-after school i carried her bag for her to the bus stop AGAIN.
shes really like some QUEEN, having people to wait on her.
how fortunate she is to have such a sweet&nice princess by her! > (:(:
she better treasure me well. hahaha!

okays, gotta go, shall be nice to pass the notebk to my sister.
and let her scandal with all her guy friends. > (;
shes gonna kill me. oops!

admist the darkness, stars twinkle. > (:

2006-03-05T21:30:00.000+08:00

i'm starting to lose you

today is a tiring day.
got home from suntec.
bought wahtuck's present.
and grandpa was being discharged. (: (:
so went down to the hospital to pick him up with parents.
then everyone was at grandparents' house.

yday went to get the social etiquette course clothes.
bought blazer (: damn cool! haha. and a black flair skirt.
somehow i find the skirt looking weird with the blazer now. \:
i think it looks better with denim mini lah. haha.

okays, suddenly i dont feel like blogging alr. BAH.
i still gotta do my english speech. three periods of fonseka tmr.
SIAN. ): argh. forget it lah. school's rather screwed.

perhaps i shld let go afterall.

2006-02-28T20:17:00.000+08:00

it seems like i've lost you. i dont seem to understand you anymore. seems like theres so many walls obstructing us. im trying my best to break down each wall, but on the other hand, you're shutting urself from me. sigh.

got back quite a number of results. but yea, no failures so far.
merely passed emaths by a mark and ss by half a mark. how pathetic.
okays, but at least by two sciences so far is a B, not a C. so yepp.
passed english by two marks.
ugh. SCREW COMMONS.

grandpa's condition stabilised alr. (:
but hes rather weak after the operation yday.
he says the wound is hurting him rather alot. :/

my sister is screwed in and out.
parents were freaking pissed with her before they went off.
shes taking everything in the wrong perspective.
how much counselling i give her doesnt works.
how much efforts i put in to try explaining to her have gone down the drain.

my psp is cool. (:
im getting addicted to it.
needforspeed sort of helps me to forget my troubles.
you'll speed all the way to top speed, then swerve, then overtake, blahblah.
i like the feeling of speeding.. (:
but it seems like its so difficult to catch up once you're behind others.
you speed so fast to overtake, and with just one BANG, it will lead you back to your last position.
it reflects so much on life. somehow.

this entry is nonsense. i just felt like typing something.
but im not making sense out of what im typing.
ah. whatever.
okays, gotta go get our kovalerinas's shirt design out. (:

2006-02-25T20:13:00.000+08:00

today was FUN! :D hahaha.
went to the singapore zoological gardens.
hey people, its a nice place okays? sometimes when we get sick of town and shopping, its enjoyable to look at ANIMALS. haha.

the penguins were cute. (:
the squirrels were even cuter. (: the way they nimb at the groundseeds. and they stared at me. haha.
the pot-bellied pigs was so funny! haha. their tummies were like touching the ground.
the white ponies were pretty. (:
the hamsters and BUNNIES were cute too. (:

conclusion : all SMALL animals are cute. :D haha.

and oh. heard the lion ROAR and ROAR. like looking for someone. haha.
saw baby giraffes. so short. and saw some other ugly animals. haha.

had lunch at kfc. and oh, I SAW ALOT OF CUTE KIDS !!! (: (:
haha. all so cute. kfc was freezing cold. \:
and i got so tired after that, that i started to sit at those benches which nobody will think of sitting. haha.
sat at benches watching snakes, polar bear & komodo dragon.

went to the butterflies walk-in as well.
and SOMEONE is scared of butterflies hur. ;) haha!
but tdy there were much lesser butterflies compared to the other time.

went lotone after that. walked ard.
and my freaking legs were going to break ANYTIME.
so tired. bought mixnmatch sweets. (:

then went home. reached home and i plonked onto my bed and slept. haha!
woke up only at dinner time. had dinner. then brother zhili called after my dinner.

he was like : hey jie, sorry. im sorry, im sorry.
then i said : huh?! (i didnt even why he apologised! haha.)
so he replied : i realised i forgot to ask you to come for my bday party!
and he kept apologising and apologising. haha. and i jst kept saying nevermind nevermind.
funny brother. haha.

okays, tdy was a nice day afterall. (: but the zoo trip killed my legs. haha.

to my FAIRY : heyheyhey. (: i hope you had fun with your sister tdy yeaps. and i hope you guys were not that fated and you didnt meet him afterall. haha. call you ltr if i can. (: takecare! lotsoflove.

to my BABY : boo. (: you pigged alot hur. ;) haha. but i think you did had a nice dinner with your sister yepps. (: hope it didnt cost her THAT much after all. haha. takecare yepp. somehow, im missing you. haha.

STAR ; thanks for the honeywater. so sweetandnice. (: haha. and thanks for tdy. (: nice pictures we have now. (:

2006-02-19T13:50:00.000+08:00

sigh.
commons starts tomorrow.
but the studying mood is not there yet.

life doesnt seems the way its supposed to be.
home doesnt feels like home anymore.
even school is feeling out of place.
everything is going way too wrong.

anyway,
lucks for commons people. (:
takecare.

to you : takecare yepp. somehow i feel lost when i was not able to get to you the past feq days. things just dont feel right. anyhow, dont give yourself too much stress ya. always always rmb that the both of us is here. (: weloveyou.

2006-02-14T22:27:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S EVERYONE! :D

just like how others learned to love you & showered you with love ,
pass the love around and spread it to others. (:
love is contagious. feel the love people!

yesterday!
was carine's sweet sixteen!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING! :D
and im glad you loved the presents and surprise. (:
iloveyoumyBABY.

anyway, received lots of small items from lots of people. (: thankyou you guys.

THANKYOU..

-PEHQINZHEN for the sweet valentine's cookie. (:
-RACHEL for the lollipop and lovely bookmark.
-ZIYI for the chocolate and the cute note.
-YINGXIAN for the biscuits and chocos.
-CAS for the disposable undies. haha.
-XINFANG for the oh-so-lovely rose and the ferrero rocher.
-LIZA for the timeout choco.
-SINEE for the biscuit/cookie? haha.
-JAS for the sweet lil note.
-JIAJING for the aww.. so sweet card. (: thanks darl.
-YIQI for the m&ms and the nice note.
-FANNY for the strawberry kisses sweet.
-SACHA for the nice choco cereal.
-CINDY for the chocolate.
-and YOU! for the so pretty necklace, ultra cute piglet and the so-sweet letter. thankyou. (:

sorry if i missed out anyone. but anyway, THANKYOU to everyone else in my life who perfected my life wonderfully. especially WXXV & TSYC. (: ilovebothofyou. seriously.

somehow, i feel that im the most fortunate person in the world. (:

2006-02-01T20:56:00.000+08:00

i want things to be like before.
i dont ever want things to change.
i want us to remain what we are , as cheery as before , as bonded as before.
i want the faith and love within us.

and i know, i gotta change things.
and i hope that im moving on the right track now. (:

you know iloveyou still.
itreasureyou still.
i dont want this whole thing to ever break us up.
never ever. we'll be together right till the end. (:

2006-01-26T21:04:00.000+08:00

SIX days since i last updated.
i think i update my blog like once in a week nowadays.
school is FOREVER taking up so much time.

*monday was TWENTYTHIRD !!! :D hahaha.
went to je library to STUDY. but ended up staring blankly at the book.
but i met seokhui !! gosh. she changed really alot though.

*tuesday went to collect my retainers. (:
and oh, did i tell you guys ? I REMOVED MY BRACES.
WHEE. REJOICE. hahaha. thats one cool thing. and i have pretty white teeth now. (:

so went down to town after school.
collected retainers, but its was freaking pain though. =/
and i seriously needed a drink, so got icedpeachtea at mos.
then walked over to paragon.
wanted to get into toys'r'us, but no food and drinks allowed.
so we stood outside toys'r'us to finish the drink. and we looked like idiots i swear. xD
finished the drink FINALLY, but we didnt went into toys'r'us afterall. HAHAHAHA.
walked to mrt station instead. and took train home.

was about to exit from the mrt station when i saw BLOODY RV PEOPLE.
AKPJ and WALTSON. i stood rooted and went 'OH MY GOSH'. was pretty amazed though.
and i ended up taking the same bus as them.
was seokhui AGAIN! :D and jinyin. haha.

*wednesday was a nice walk to the bus stop with KOVALERINAS.
and yea, i DO miss the both of you. ): thats why i didnt agree zw to go queensway.
cos i promised that the remaining days are RESERVED for just the two of you. (: whee.

bus-ed home and i fell asleep on the bus. was tired.
reached home and i conked out. slept all the way till dinnertime.
oh. and i did my maths SUCCESSFULLY !!! :DD
whee.. i completed ALL the homework for the FIRST time in yr2006. haha.

*today. had a pretty fun time mixing DILUTED milo hur valenciawong and carinetan.
and im the MOST INNOCENT pls. =/ now my bottle stinks for goodness sake lah.
haha. but nvm lah, since we did enjoy. the fun & laughter is worth it. (:

walked to the usual bus stop. but yanmei joined us as well.
then was rotting on 99. wanted to sit BADLY but there were no seats available. ):
so i stood thoroughout the whole 50mins journey. -.o
came home and realised no one was at home. =/
mum and sis went for cny shopping and apparently i didnt know that my dad was with them.

so i was msging my carinetan & tyz halfway when i fell asleep. =/
and both of them were smart enough to know that i fell asleep. haha.
mum got home and woke me up for dinner.
ate packed dinner ALONE lah. =/

then brother zhili msged me. he wanted to talk. so yea, called him after that.
then talk and talk and talk. and decided to help him. (:
im rlly like some big sister lah. haha.

then returned tyz's call. and i was freaking bored.
had nothing to do and he was fifa-ing lah.
just wrote a testimonial for weijie. and oh ya,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHAN WEI JIE !!! :D

haha. hope you've enjoyed your day. (:

will be watched memoirs of geisha with my two beloveds tmr. WHEEE..
heard the movie is nice and definitely tmr will be enjoyable. (:

ilove all the people in my life, esp WXXV & TSYC yea. (:

2006-01-20T14:48:00.000+08:00

didnt go to school today.
was pretty sick the entire week.
was running a high fever when i got back from orientation camp.
too high during the mass dance though. haha.

was supposedly to have amaths test and geogelective test today.
but yeh, forget about it. haha.

quite a number of stuffs had happened for the past week that i've not been updating.
but now its seems pointless for me to list those things out since everything is settled. (:
so yah, i shant blogged bout them. haha.

[nine`jan]
cant remember what i did for that day though. perhaps it was just a normal school day.

[ten`jan]
went down to town to watch THE DARK. (:
the show was pretty alright. but i didnt understand the ending though.
got jiajing's belated present as well. (:
and i rmbered me freezing the whole day. haha.
and i rmbered SOMETHING happened.
and i rmbered SMTH nice happened to SOMEONE. -winks-
then i cant rmb anything else. haha.

[eleven`jan]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WU YANMEI !!! :DD
rmb us giving her her present.
and dont rmb anything else. xD

[twelve`jan]
normal schoolday from what i rmbered.
and someone fell sick. =/

[thirteen`jan]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHAI SI AUN !!! :DD
was OC day one. didnt get to see my two darlings for the whole day.
but managed to catch up a teeny weeny bit during recess & lunch.
someone was not in school as well. but decided to be nice to call me. haha.
and my bills went rocket high. haha.
the rest of the day was pretty boring, and for the first time, even campfire was so sian.

[fourteen`jan]
ORIENTATION CAMP DAY TWO !!
MASS DANCE WAS ROCKING. FINALE WAS THE HIGHLIGHT. (:
DAMN COOL. (:
then break camp. went jp with cherry and bro zhili.
watched them lunched at mac and they went to catch the dark.
so i met up with my mum and sis.
i bought my adidas school shoes !! :D
and got a few necklaces. (:

[fifteen`jan]
runnin a high fever. ):
i was burning all over. stayed at home and rested for the whole day.
and killed boredom by talking on the phone.

[sixteen&seventeen`jan]
normal school days. cabbed home for both days.
monday stayed back to do the shanghai project boards.
tuesady stayed back to complete maths homework.

[eighteen`jan]
was staring into space the whole day in class.
alot of things went through my mind. yea.
got home and it was bad. crying like shit and whatsoever.
but things were cleared. (: yeah. (:
was supposed to sleep at eleven-thirty, but packed my stuff halfway, then starting staring into blank air yet again. haha. wasted lots of time. and ended up sleeping at twelve.

[nineteen`jan]
kovalerinas was havoc-ing once again during lunch.
its was fun though. and it has been a long time since we messed around. haha.
assembly was so damn boring. mrfoo tried conversing in both languages but it turned out HORRENDOUS.
he said mushroom in chinese as "mao gu" SO DUMB.

cherry's party is on later.
sorry dennis im not able to host with you! ):
lost my voice. =/ so sorry!

going off the have my nice bath. (:
TAKECARE MY DARLINGS.
i dont know when i'll be back to update next time though. haha.

2006-01-08T20:45:00.000+08:00

im gonna update my blog. like FINALLY , after a week of school. haha.
past one week was rather okay , school is still okay up till now. (:
and things have been going well. yeah. :DD

yesterday was my uncle's wedding. hee. and it was rather fun.
my dad's car is the bridal car. and my dad is the driver. haha. how cool is that. (:
had to wake up at FREAKING SIX IN THE MORNING to get ready. haha.
washed up , got changed and off we go to our grandparents' place. (:

reached grandparents' place, and all other aunts & uncles were alr there.
haha. then played aorund with cousins, and off went the bridegroom to pick up the bride. :D
so while waiting for the newly-weds' arrival, just sat in the living room talking to aunts.
soon after, heard our dad's horn. so everyone went to hid in the room of some auspicious reason. SO FUNNY !!! haha.
then we were laughing in the room. xD

after some time, all of us were told to get out.
so we came out and the couple starting praying to the gods blah blah.
then was the tea ceremony. parents, aunts & uncles took their turns.
and i was at the side taking pics. (:
my parents gave a GENEROUS sum of money. WOAH. haha.

then after the tea ceremony was photo-taking session.
each family had a photo taken. (: weets.
then took individual photos as well. haha. (:
so cool and pretty. (: then got cousins into the room, and we took cousins photos! (:
was just busy taking lots of pretty photos. (:

then the buffet arrived, everyone got outside to eat.
the bride changed into another pretty purple halter gown. (:
everyone was eating and chatting. and i was busy entertaining my numberone cousin. xD
she kept me busy for the whole day can !! haha.
ultra cute ass. :DD

then got into the house and watched tv programmes.
was replying msg then my numberone came and disiao. so cute !! hee.
then just sat there and watch tv programmes for the next hour i suppose.
went out to play block catching with my cousins.
they were funny i swear. and my numberone was being ultra cute! :D

my numberone : jiejie, climb over the table. come and catch me!
me : cannot, i wearing skirt! cannot climb. you come down quick, dont fall down.
my numberone : nobody here. they cannot see your undies, only i can see. but i promise not to tell others what colour you wearing. quickly climb!

and i nearly died on the spot. haha. but she was cute and i managed to get her off the table afterall. haha.
went into the house and peeled peanuts for my numberone.
she wanted to eat and she KINDLY asked me to peel for her. haha.

sis went downstairs to buy magazine and some snacks.
so the nice me brought my numberone to get sweets as well. (:
and she was so happy. the moment she stepped in the house , she announced to everyone that she got sweets. HAHAHAHA.
kids are easily satisfied. (:

i spent the rest of my afternoon msging and reading the magazine.
hahaha. and FINALLY, my mum decided to head for home.
by the time it was alr six.
dropped my aunt off at her place and we headed for home.
was so tired when i reached home.
and conked out the moment i was on the bed. haha.

and yea, before i fell asleep, I WROTE A LETTER !!! :DD hahaha.

today was basically staying at home completing my work.
but i spent the whole afternoon on the phone and day-dreaming.
made my first call at ten plus i suppose. then hang down for lunch.
after lunch was SUPPOSED to do my compo, but ended up talking on the phone again. haha.
then FINALLY put down the phone and decided to do my compo, but wahtuck called.
and i spent another half an hour on the phone. HAHAHA.
and by the time, it was fivethirty and i started on the compo. FINALLY hur. hahaha.

and write write write, had dinner, continue writing, and came online. (:
theres school tmr. boring. ):
but tuesday is public holiday !!! hahaha.
THE DARK !!!! (: weets woots.

shall stop with the updates alr.
gotta go find my volumetric analysis book.
haha. TAKECARE SWEETHEARTS!!! :D

2006-01-01T15:15:00.000+08:00

life is like a carousel ; sometimes you're up , sometimes you're down ,
and sometimes you just go round and round.

year2005 have been a very enjoyable and happening year for me.
i spent alot of wonderful times with my oh-so lovable darlings. :DD
so now, its time for some thanksgivings. ((:

alvin* no thanksgiving to you. but just wanted to say , goodluck for whatever that you do in the future , though it doesnt matter to me ANY LONGER. (:

baoxian* this great girl. we've distanced ALOT. )): but im still glad we spent two joyful years of our secondary life together. i still rememeber the times when we used to have lunch together after school almost everyday , i still remember the times we shared our darkest secrets with one another. it was a wonderful and memorable friendship. ((: though we've distanced, though we're no longer that close, but please do know that i'll still be here for you. approach me anything you need help or when you need comfort. (: takecare my best soulmate ever.

berniceNG* hee. thanks for those times in three nine. i still rmb the national day cheer comp. such a wonderful memory. good luck for the new year. (: and everlasting with someone eh. (: takecare.

CARINE TAN SI YU* MY PRECIOUS HOT LITTLE BABY !!! :DD THANKYOU FOR EVERYTHING YEA. YOU CREATED A HUGE IMPACT IN MY LIFE. FROM THE VERY DAY YOU ENTERED MY LIFE, I KNEW THINGS WOULD NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN, COS YOU'VE HAVE TAKEN A PART OF ME AWAY. (: THANKYOU FOR THOSE LAUGHTERS, THOSE CRAZY TIMES, THOSE SAD TIMES THAT WE WENT THROUGH TOGETHER, THOSE JOYFUL TIMES WE ENJOYED TOGETHER AND THANKYOU FOR THOSE GREAT TALKS IN CLASS. THANKYOU FOR EVERYTHING. ILOVEYOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN DESCRIBE. (: CANT IMAGINE A DAY WITHOUT YOU AND VAL.

cherrylene* hey BIATCH. thanks for the sharings during and after the china trip eh. the china trip was my best trip out of town in all the years. thanks for the help you rendered to us as well yea. but i dont owe you any favours, i helped you equally as well! haha. okays, takecare babe. (: rockon.

dennis* gosh. we've distanced rather alot as well. i still remember when we used to hangout together whenever we're free with kaimun. those times seems to have disappeared so suddenly. =/ everything is so different now. i still remember those bus trips when you'll talk about your r/s. but no longer now, things are just different i guess. you lead your life, i lead my life. but just to let you know, i'll be here anytime you need me. (: takecare lots dude.

doris* you've been a good friend all along. (: thankyou so much for the five years of friendship! i still rmb those times when we're sitting side by side in class. and we did alot of stupid things together! haha. great memories. takecare. (:

eugenia* thankyou for those entertaining times when we were sitting side by side in twofive. it was nice having you as my sitting partner yea. haha. and thanks for helping me lie to lee hang bao! i still rmb i always sleep during his chinese lessons, and you will help me find some reasons. thankyou. (: takecare.

eunice* hahaha. i still rmb the boobs family !!! me, you , eugenia , and carine. i forgot im boob number what alr. i think you're one and im two. haha. so funny. and waihou was the one who gave us the boob names. anw, thankyou for the great times in twofive yea. (: takecare.

fanghui* ahhhh. IMISSYOU !!!! gosh. i havent see you like ages. i miss those fooling around in class, those times when we were acting lesbians. hahaha. my primary sch life was joyous yea. thankyou. and lucks for o's ! takecare. (:

hashima* SHIMA SHIMA !!! imissyou too!! i still rmb those times when we were sitting with one another, and those times when we shared about our stuff. i still rmb you telling me about your maid's departure. haha. it was nice sitting beside you for a year. (: you've been a great friend. (: thankyou and everlasting love with your sweet bf eh. (: takecare.

jarrel* the ass. hahaha. thankyou for cheering me up yea. and thankyou for showing that you care. thankyou a great deal. (: you're a great friend to have. (: hee. and goodluck for you and her yea. quit being so competitve lah! takecare and you rock. (:

jasmineSIM* heyhey. thanks for the times in threenine as well. (: threenine is indeed a fun-loving class which i enjoy to be in. (: takecare. and sweet love with HIM. takecare. seeyou SOON. (:

jasminWONG* gosh. imissyou truckloads as well!!! we've seem to lose contact. ): i still rmb those times when i will get to your house and have a great deal of fun. (: and i still rmb you gave me two cute little hamsters! (: i miss those times! takecare babe. (:

JIAJING TANG* MY UPSIDE ROCKER !!! ACTUALLY I DONT KNOW HOW WE GOT CLOSE AS WELL. BUT YEA, ITS SO GREAT TO HAVE SUCH A NICE ROCKING FRIEND LIKE YOU. OUR FIRST TRIP TO BUGIS, OUR TRIP DOWN TO THE ZOO, OUT TRIP TO TOWN. EVERYTHING WAS SO ENJOYABLE AND HILARIOUS. I MISS THE ZOO THE MOST!! I STILL RMB US SHARING AN UMBRELLA. AWW.. HOW ROMANTIC. HEE. THANKYOU FOR BEING THERE FOR ME TO SHARE THINGS YEA. THANKYOU FOR LENDING A LISTENING EAR. ILOVEYOU !!! :DD MICKEY&MINNIE.

jiajun* thanks for sharing your thoughts with me yea. and you seem to quieten down alot. i do wish you put your focus back to your studies instead of golf yea. you can always continue after your o's. anw, takecare lots dude. anyth can tell me again. (:

jipeng* hahahaha. we USED TO BE campcraft heads !! thats how hilarious. but anw, you're a nice chap. (: just wanted to say thankyou to you as well. (: haha. takecare. and rock on. continue to strive in your studies. lucks.

junliang* my small little brother! first of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :DD YOU FINALLY TURNED FIFTEN! haha. we've distanced quite abit as well. but im still glad that you're just next door, we can still talk anytime. hee. enjoy your day! takecare. (: and we shall work hard for our maths !!

junling* miss mak!! enjoy your first three months in pj eh. (: you dont seem to be feeling so good nowadays. anything can come and talk to me okays. you dont have to share everything with me, but you should know that i will be here. takecare lady. loves. (:

kahhwee* DA JIE DA !!! hee. thanks for those laughters in class yea. haha. and thanks for keeping me entertained. its pretty boring to sit beside peiliang you see. -.- hahaha. and thanks for the class chalet. it was fun & enjoyable. (: thanks for all the contributions to the class. SEEYOU SOON. takecare. (:

kaimun* im glad at least you still call me or msg me at times to chat yea. at least we've not distanced THAT much. haha. you're really one great friend to have. and i do feel at ease sharing stuff with you. (: still rmb we'll always take 198 home after school. but those times are all in the past. things are just different now. but anyth still can approach me anytime yea. i wont reject you. (: hee. takecare my used-to-be bestie. (: rock on.

kris* thanks for the guidance yea. im so sorry to stop the sessions, but i felt that it wasnt of much help and i didnt wanted to wast time. so yah, thats why. but thankyou anyway. (: hee. takecare.

liza* the very great girl. ((: you've been a very very nice friend for three years. and you're on nice person to bully, as in di siao. hahaha. we always do dumb things together. like i'll aim kokocrunch into her mouth and im forever missing! haha. you've been one great girl all along. thankyou for those happy times. (: takecare. and seeyou SOON enough. (:

meiyi* XIAO KOK !!! hahaha. my boob-hitting partner! you rock seriously. you light up people's lives with all the laughters and joy. (: i cant imagine threenine without you. you just one great friend to have too! ((: takecare girl. rock on and continue hitting boobs! :D

peiliang* HAHAHAHAHA. thankyou so much for being my sitting partner yea. hahaha. and do be mor tidy. its a torture looking at your forever messy day everyday. lol. takecare. and your phone rocks seriously. gosh.

qinzhen* MISS PEH QIN ZHEN. i have to thankyou for being there for me and being willing to share with me yea. sorry for those unhappy stuffs at the start of the year, but at least things are like a gazillion times better now eh. (: you're a great friend to have as well. and thankyou for those happy times too! :DD anythings else rmb to tell me! dont keep things to yourself. (: takecare babe. loves.

rachel* hey the dance babe! ((: thankyou for those times in threenine as well yea. (: its fun being around in class with you. hahaha. thanks for those great and happy times. you're one nice girl who light up people's lives as well. (: takecare. and rock on.

shiyi* xiaopok! imissyou imissyou !!! those times when we went crazy on the bus. haha. we will just crank up some stupid stuff and laugh our arses off. those times are great. things've changed, we all have different directions. but no matter what, i'll be here yea. (: takecare and continue to strive hard in your studies! (:

siaun* one irritating ass in twofive. but you brought alot of laughter and joy to everyone. thankyou for those times in twofive yea. (: thankyou for feeling belonged to twofive as well. (: hee. takecare dude. rock on. and lucks for o's! :D

sinee* hey CHAIRMAN. you're one great cheerful and fun-loving girl. ((: its nice to meet you in threenine and thankyou for all the fun we had together. (: stay lovable and continue to rock on! fournine will ROCK. :DD takecare!

siongaik* hahaha. thanks for those entertainments at seoul that day yea. and thanks for being such an entertainer all along. haha. thankyou. (: and dont need to feel so pessimistic about life. look on the bright side of things! (: takecare. and rock on! :D

soonjin* thankyou for your entertainment as well!! and you're one nice friend too. (: thankyou for asking why i was feeling so down that day. hee. thankyou. and take good care of feet. =/ and i know its a torture sitting in front of peiliang. thankyou for sharing my agony. haha. rock on yea! (: tc.

VALENCIA WONG XING XING* FINALLY ITS YOUR TURN. HAHA. THANKYOU FOR MAKING SUCH A HUGE IMPACT IN MY LIFE AS WELL. (: I CANT IMAGINE HOW LIFE WOULD BE WITHOUT YOU AND CARINE BY MY SIDE. THANKYOU FOR THOSE LAUGHTERS WE HAD AND SORROWS WE SHARED. I HAVE SEEN YOU GONE THROUGH THE WORST TIMES OF YOUR LIFE. I RLLY KNOW YOU INSIDE OUT. HAHA. AND YOU KNOW ME THROUGH AND THROUGH TOO! AND THERES NO SECRETS BETWEEN US. :DD MY HOTHOT DEAR LOOKS PRETTY AND GLAMOROUS IN SKIRT EH. WEAR MORE OFTEN! :D ILOVEYOU DARL. DONT EVER TAKE MY DEAR AWAY. I SIMPLY CANT AFFORD TO LOSE HER. (:

wahtuck* thanks for the call and the greetings eh. haha. anything can approach me okays. any problems or anything. i'll be here lah. (: takecare yea. and continue to strive in dance. (:

waihou* BULLDOG. hahaha. thankyou for those times in twofive eh. and thankyou for exchanging bags with me in china. my crumpler was seriously killing my shoulder. thankyou so much eh. (: haha. and jiayou with your working out plan!! takecare. and lucks for o's. :D

wejie* medic partner!! hee. thankyou for keeping me accompany during medic duty eh. and thankyou for poking my face and keep stopping me from sleeping. haha. and thanks for all the teasing hur. haha. thanks for being such an entertainer as well. best wishes for everyth that you do yea. (: hee. takecare. and rock on.

xinfang* a sweet little girl. thankyou for putting in so much effort to organise a twofive outing eh. and thankyou for bringing on the class spirit back in those sec2 days. im glad that at least we've not distanced too much cos we do catch up in the morning. thats a relief. (: anyhow, takecare and strive in your studies eh. (:

xueli* hey babe. thankyou for pei-ing me every morning in school eh. haha. if not i would probably be bored to tears. haha. and thankyou for being so enthu in twofive. twofive is indeed a great class which held many wonderful memories. (: thankyou for the sweet christmas card as well. takecare yea. and rock on. :D

yangping* thanks for those entertainment and cranking up in class eh. haha. our class would have been quiet without you as well. and thankyou for your christmas party yea. (: haha. best wishes in whatever that you do. and everlasting love with HER. (: takecare.

YANMEI* GOSH. ANOTHER BABE OF MINE. HAHAHA. YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR YOU. I REALLY NEED TO SAY A BIG THANKYOU TO YO. YOU HAVE BEEN THERE THROUGH MY SAD TIMES AND MY HAPPY TIMES. YOU HAVE BEEN THE WONDERFUL JOYOUS SIDE OF ME, YET THE WEAK SIDE OF ME. THANKYOU FOR ALL THOSE COMFORT. IT DID HELPED ALOT. YOU'RE ONE GREAT FRIEND TO HAVE. ILOVEYOU AS WELL. (: TAKECARE BABE. LUCKS FOR EVERYTH (you&him too) HEE. ROCK ON.

yihang* frog! xD thansk for bringing so much laughter to twofive as well. twofive would have been quiet without you. you guys made twofive possible and i believe all of you will agree that twofive is the rock-iest class ever in history. (: takecare dude. strive in dance! chairman eh. haha.

yingqiu* hey VICE-CHAIRMAN. hahaha. thankyou for those times in threenine as well eh. chalet was fun and enjoyable. (: thanks for being a ncie vice-chairman as well. haha. takecare yea and lucks for o's as well. (:

yini* yet another person that i've drifted so far away from. still rmb those times when we were sitting in class and talking nonsense with kaimun. still rmb how you used to hate dennis in the first place. its so hilarious when i think back about it. but now things are so much different. hope you're still striving well in netball and your studies. (: takecare.

yiqi* heyhey seventeen! haha. thankyou for all those times in threenine as well yea. takecare lots girl. keep up your faith in netball. hee. and rock on. (:

yixuan* the black little indian girl. haha. you've been a very nice and friednly girl yea. glad to meet you in threenine. (: and thankyou for being part of threenine. (: hee. takecare yepps and tons of lucks for o's. :D

YIZHI TAN* YOUR TURN NOW. AND LOOK, ITS IN CAPS OKAY. HAHA. THANKYOU FOR EVERY SINGLE THING THAT YOU HAVE DONE YEA. (: I RLLY APPRECIATE IT ALOT. (: THANKYOU FOR SPONGEBOB !!! :DD THANKYOU FOR THOSE CALLS, THOSE MSGES AND EVERYTH ELSE THAT YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME. (: THANKYOU FOR SHOWING THAT YOU CARED AND THANKYOU FOR BEING THERE AT THE LOWEST POINT OF MY LIFE. (: THANKS FOR THE LITTLE PIG AS WELL. (: BLI, ILB. (: HEE. SWEET AND NICE. TAKECARE.

yuntian* the pretty hot babe. (: hee. thankyou for the china trip yea. those sharings were great. (: and thankyou for the being there at teaparty THAT VERY DAY. hahaha. you're a nice and great girl. thankyou for everything else. (: hee. takecare yea, and best wishes for everyth that you do. :D

zhili* MY BROTHER !!! hahaha. call me jiejie again. its god damn hilarious for goodness sake. anw, thankyou for planning everything with cherry eh. haha. and thankyou for trusting me as a friend. (: anyth approach me anytime. im your SISTA. :D hah. takecare dude. lucks for everyth that you do.

zhiweiLIM* this very very nice dude here. thankyou for being there at those times when i was down, and thankyou for sharing my joy as well. thankyou for entrusting me with so much of your secrets yea. i will keep them well. ((: you've been a very wonderful friend thoroughout this one year and a nice squadmate for three years. you've never fail to make me smile, you do have your ways i swear. haha. thankyou for everyth yea. (: takecare and rock on. lucks for everyth you do. :D

zhiweiMOK* MR BEAN !!! :DD you've been a very very nice person for the past one year. thankyou for looking so mr bean and thankyou for entertaining people well eh. (: haha. you're indeed a kind-hearted person who is not scheming at all. just so mr bean. (: LOL. okays, best wishes for everyth yea. and dont get too sad over your fishes lah. haha. takecare. (:

ziyi* the sweet little girl. (: thankyou for those happy and memorable times in threenine eh. (: its been great knowing you. (: takecare yah, and best wishes for everything that you do. (: most importantly, everlasting love with someone eh. (: seeyou SOON. :D

FINALLY AND IM DONE !!! GOSH.
I TOOK A WHOLE FOUR HOURS TYPING THE ABOVE WHOLE CHUNK.
OFF TO REST MY EYES. ITS STRAINING YOU KNOW. xD

2005-12-31T23:18:00.000+08:00

half an hour left to year 2006.

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2006 IN ADVANCE !!! :DD

went for a little shopping with cherry, qimin and zhili today.
was pretty tiring though. said like a gazillion times of lies today. =/
hahaha. but theres a reason behind everything.
when zl calls me jiejie, i laughed till i died. gosh, damn funny. xD

was at citylink. went to newurbanmale. didnt get anyth there, decided to get to the heerens outlet.
then walked to suntec.
brought qimin to play around with toys. ((: bought mix n match sweets for her.
me and cherry bought fbt-s as well.
i bought a black and a white. :DD

then lunched at nydc.
had posh spice AGAIN. haha. zl had romeoandjuliet.
had cookie monster mudpie as well. ((: yumyum.
and not forgetting, my iced peach elephancinno !!! hahaha.

then we decided to get down to town.
took train to somerset, but it was raining heavily.
so took train again to orchard.
walked to taka. went to library at orchard.
and of course i was the one looking after qimin.
so we just sat at the sofa and read COMICS. haha. i read calvin and hobbies. ((:

after that got to erm.. wisma.
then went topshop first then topman.
zhili had to get a top home. so yea, was looking around.

walked over to heerens.
went to get clips and rubber bands for qimin first.
then we went to newurbanmale.
spent quite some time there though. haha.
and zhili was like some model trying clothes every moment.
i got a male top , cos didnt rlly like the female ones.
the front reads : no man is worth your tears
i forgot the wordings at the back alr. hahaha!

and was pretty late.
walked to paragon for the WASHROOM. hahaha.
then got down to meritus madarin to flag a cab.
cabbed down to jurongeast. and i trained to jurongpoint.
met up with parents and had dinner.
dad bought crocodile jeans and columbia shirts. haha.

sister wanted to get icecream from the new shop at basement.
so went down with her. she bought chocolate and topped it with chocolate chips.
and i got grape. ((: yumyum.
then got on the car and HOME-SWEET-HOME !!! :DD

i'm not feeling THAT good for the whole day.
dont know why. -shrugs-
in an irritable mood, everyth piss me off easily. =/
okays, shall get back to the conference now. (:

to my two darlings : HAPPY NEW YEAR !!! :DD haha. we shall continue to wreck havoc and rock everyone's lives yea. ((: next year will be a busy and stressful year, but i believe we can cope well. lucks in everything that you guys do. takecare and loves. [:

to tyz : YELLOW POLO !!! hahaha. okays, HAPPY NEW YEAR TOO !! :DD spend your next year joyfully as well yea. ((: have fun! and lucks for everyth you do as well! takecare. loves. [:

2005-12-30T20:03:00.000+08:00

my hair is SHORT , SHORT , SHORT !!!!
GOSH. i swear i look like a boy now.
but if i style it, it will look okay. but the problem is, i cant style when i go to school !!!
this is bad. )): haha.

had council this morning , briefing about next year's plan and stuff.
and our class's next year form teacher is mr kevin nicholas fonseka.
his name sounds HUNK-ISH. hope he turns out to be a nice teacher. ((:
and and and , mr andrew chin is really leaving. )): whines.

left council after the mass dance , got down to cherry's house.
she forgot to take her mambo school bag which she wants to stitch it.
cabbed to her house , and cabbed to imm after that.
cherry went to get her bag stitched with her name. quite cool though. (:
went mac to have lunch.
talked quite alot. ((:

went to sony gallery to check out stuffs.
yuntian had to leave, meet justin. hahaha. and she keeps claiming hes not handsome at all.
so left me and cherry. went mini toons. and i saw SUIPHENG again !!! lol.
6bucks per hour, not bad pay. ((:
bought bunny & pig. :DD bought mix n match sweets. hahaha.

cherry wanted to check out pierre cardin bras.
haha. they were having a sale.
and i got a pair or earrings from the small shop outside. (:
then we WALKED to jurongeast interchange.
i met MY PRETTY GLAMOROUS HOT VALENCIAWONG!!! :DD
and cherry went to westmall to meet anjo.

so me and val got down to chinese garden.
and i had my haircut. :DD
actually, after taking a LONGER look , its not that bad afterall. HEE.
then got down to jurongpoint. meet up with cherry.
went to stoned at mcafe. i bought iced passion fruit tea. ((:
added lots of sugar syrup. hahaha.

valencia wong had to leave, so back to me and cherry.
met up with the small girl from cherry's church.
shes cute though. qimin right ? ((:
went toys r us with her. and got her beads set. hahaha.
stayed in there for quite some time. made a few rounds.

both qimin and cherry were hungry, so we went up to the foodcourt.
cherry had prawn noodles and qimin ate some western set meal. xD
and we saw TWO PEOPLE for the SECOND time of the day. haha.
they finished eating and i left for home.

was walking into the 242 queue , then someone shouted.
i looked at and realised its the two of them AGAIN. haha. they were boarding 243. so funny.
got on the bus and dont know why , i thought through ALOT of things. ((:

may be getting down to citylink tmr with cherry to get our newurbanmale tees. :DD
tmr is 31st !!! the last day of the month. how sad. )):

im getting sad this moment , and hyper the next. =/

2005-12-29T20:24:00.000+08:00

hothot date with KOVALERINAS. :DD

meeting time was supposed to be eleven at jurongeast.
but i freakingly overslept and woke up at ten thirty !!
so i changed the meeting time to eleven thirty. sorry darlings !! ):
got ready in light speed and rushed down in a cab.
reached and got a dressing down from them. hahaha. im so so so sorry!!! )):

took the train down to town.
walked to heeren and lunched at nydc. ((:
had posh spice rice and pizza. hee.
ate and talked and stoned. hahaha. thats what we like to do. xD
stoned till 2.30pm , then when to walk around in heeren.

there werent much nice stuffs.
so didnt buy anything. ):
and carine had to leave, so off we went to take the train.
the train seemed FAST today. haha.

in the end , ended up at lot one with valenciawong.
she wanted to drag me to her house, but i was dead lazy to get down there.
so went lot one instead. haha.
shopped around for xh's presents.
and someone happily took away my fifty bucks. haha.
but all the gifts were nice yea. ((:
and i bought chicken little sweets !!! :DD
actually its just normal sweets , but its in a chicken little can , very cute. (((:

then i got home.
saw huimin and her sister on the bus home. [:

dumdeedum.

searching for SWEET & NICE blogskins now. ((:
not for myself though, thats why its hard to find !!!
nvm, since im bored, i shall continue searching.

gosh.

2005-12-28T20:54:00.000+08:00

today is BORING.
did selective emaths homework. haha.
but only managed to finish about half of it.

im still left with geog elective , another half of emaths , freaking ELEVEN comprehensions and amaths ( theres ALOT ) . gosh.
i'm so damn dead.
tmr i'm going out. for a movie perhaps. ((:
and 205 gathering is postponed to friday. and im having council in the morning. ):

so im packed for weekdays.
saturday is 31st. so might be going for countdown.
and sunday i wont be at home.

packed for the week and im like left with monday to chiong ALL my uncompleted homework.
someone just kill me please. im so so so dead.

whatever. was being so random.
but today was random as well.
did hw , watched tv, talked on the phone , back to hw again.
yadayada.

but i spent 3 hours on the phone.
my mum was not at home. ((: hahaha.
oh wells , shant blog further.
i've got nothing else to blog as well. xD

to valenciawong : the pretty babe with pretty hair eh. :D takecare dear. loves.

to carinetan : hope you did smth achieveable today yepps. ((: loves. takecare my baby.

to tyz : your room is CLEARED !! :DD your great achievement yea. (: takecare.

2005-12-27T21:01:00.000+08:00

shall blog since i'm like utterly BORED. =/

had np today. was pretty boring though.
was just campcraft for the whole day. but the first half i was jst sitting there and daydream.
while the next half, was talking to jarrel, zhiwei & gong. :D
and gong is damn funny. haha. he and SJ. xD

dismissal. debrief was SHORT. but we had to clear up np room.
continued washing the flag staff with jarrel while the rest packed the room.
found two cockroaches in np room for tdy. YUCKS.
and im having a bad hair day today. )):
had to comb my fringe to the side so that sunny wont scold. tsktsk.

got down to causeway point after that.
WUYANMEI !!! you made me feel so bad can !! TSKTSK.
but i hope you did have a good rest yea. and at least theres chocos for you! :DD
passed val her christmas gift. (: and i got mine too!
helped carine to keep hers as well.

then me and yz went down to imm.
met up with jarrel and zhiwei at mac.
hahaha. JARRELdine was msging him all along. hee.
blah blah blah.

got over to ljs. made me treat them to fries.
ate ate ate. and we each forked out money for kinder surprise. (:
so got down to giant and bought the kinder surprise.
and we queued DAMN LONG for that one pathetic kinder surprise. LOL.

and once again, zhiwei go the dorami.
we got some goose ?!?!
and jarrel got some dino inside a cage or smth. haha.

got home after that.
was suffocating on the bus. there were ALOT of indians.
no offence, but the SMELL was damn strong. gosh. i nearly died.
and i was freezing on the bus.
the damned air-con cover couldnt work. arghh..

reached home and i realised i didnt bring my keys.
and apparently no one was at home.
phoned my dad , and he said he was reaching in ten mins time.
so sat at the doorstep and replied msg. haha.

in the end, my mum reached home earlier than my dad.
got into the house and i flew for that sofa.
was dead tired. =/

to valenciawong : even though i may not know what happened, i will be here antyime you need me eh. (: with me and carine around, you need not be afraid of anything. we will be there for you. (: anytime you need us. and yea, thanks for your gift. its so cute! :D and yepps, take good care of yourself yah. dont fall sick. rmb, anyth talk to us. (: loves.

to carinetan : SOMEONE is back eh. hahaha. i bet you're like over the moon now. haha. go catch up with him lah. i bet he has loads to say to you as well. (: and who knows, there might be FURTHER happenings !! :D val's christmas gift to you and my christmas gift to you is still with me !! we've got to meet up someday yeh. (: loves. and takecare.

to tyz : my pig is cuter la !! yours is girly can. hahaha. but whatever lah, still bought by you. anyway , thanks for the spongebob. :D its super duperly cute. (((: thanks for the sweets, the chocos, and the PIG !! haha. THANKYOU. (: takecare.

2005-12-26T21:47:00.000+08:00

did a little shopping today. ((:
bought my billabong school bag. hee. its nice! :DD
got my chicken little soundtrack. like FINALLY. hahaha.
bought some small little stuffs. earrings and such.
was looking for nice handphone accessories but there werent any. )):

dined at some restaurant for dinner.
and homesweethome !! (:

theres np tmr. boring.
but i have to go cause sec2s and sec3s are having campcraft.
and yanmei needs me to pei her too.

SWEET AND NICE. :DD

2005-12-25T22:43:00.000+08:00

has been searching for BUNNY images the past one hour.
and nice wxxv helped me get some cute ones. but they cant be saved !!
THANKS ANW VALENCIA WONG. (: LOVES.
hee. now i know how much trouble he went through to get that ONE pathetic image for me. (:

my sister and my cousin is mad.
they're holding a mini concert in my room with all my barbies & kens.
they'll first introduce the characters and they'll then play the music.
so the barbie and ken will dance and sing to the music.
HOW DUMB. hahaha.
and my barbie turned into jolin, cyndi. =/
yucks yucks. i keep asking them to change characters. haha.

anw, I FOUND A CUTE BUNNY IMAGE ALR !!!
okays , im pretty satisfied now. haha.
:DD

jst received a call. =/

2005-12-25T20:03:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE !! :DD

went out with family , cousin , and aunt.
got to do a little of shopping.
was looking around for new year clothings , but there werent any nice ones. ):
but i got two nice belts. :D
and some sweets + chocos. ((:
i got a tin for you lah. (:

and my mum is not feeling well. ):
whines. get well soon.

yesterday - [241205]*

met up with yizhi, zhiwei, sacha, soonjin and siongaik at jp for seoul garden.
was pretty alright. (:
but we got pretty bored after that, so soon & aik were trying to entertain us like mad.
it was pretty entertaining but both of them got tired of entertaining us.
so they went down to mac to play magic. -.-

left the four of us.
zhiwei sent sacha home.
and me and yz SUPPOSED to get down to westmall , but we got back to jp instead.
thanks to SOMEONE. (: hahaha.
then went mad searching for snow_ _ _ _ _ s stuffs.
and dumb zhiwei keeps picking on everyth. tsktsk.
but we got a nice gift afterall. (((:

then went to qinzhen's party.
waited for cherry&zhili at the bus stop.
and walked to qinz's house.
alot of her relatives were there and qinz was being such a good host by serving us drinks and everyth else. THANKYOU PQZ! (:
sat down the watched shows. some were playing cards. but i didnt know how to play.
then got out to play sparkles with cheng rui , qinz's youngest brother.
hes damn cute and damn sweet. :D

suddenly he came out. haha.
then both of us were trying to entertain cheng rui.
he keeps wanting to burn leaves. then made us pluck for him. haha.
played halfway and the THREE LADIES arrived! rachel, kahhwee and yingqiu.
finished the sparkles and got into the house.

continue watching shows blah blah.
time passes fast. it was alr 11pm.
was watching di xia tie halfway , then chengrui switched it off so that he can listen to his music. hahaha. hes FOREVER so hyper.
and he played songs like lao shu ai da mi , tong hua , jay's songs. (:

and it was countdown !! :D
tried to persuade my dad to let me stayover. but he was in a foul mood, no matter what i said, he simply refuse.
oh wells, so just got him to pick me at a later time.

walked to cherry's house at around 12.45am.
the wind was rather cooling. (:
and before i even reached her block ,
my dad was waiting for my outside signature park.
BLAH.
so got the three guys to send me out again.
hahaha. and got on the car. :D
sister and cousin came with dad to pick me as well.
and when i reached home, mum was still awake.
apparently , my whole family waited for me. (:
HOW NICE OF THEM. :DD

to valenciawong : BOO. :DD hes like how sweet to you right ? (: bet you're melting deep inside yea. hahaha. dont deny lah. still came down to your house and called you. gosh. so your christmas wish DID come true. (: i still rmb your nick - "all i want for christmas is you". hee. and now i know whos the YOU. hahaha. bet this is yor best christmas ever. LOVES. (: and i still owe you your christmas present !!! xD

to carinetan : HEY DARLING !! so you did get the see the christmas tree at mount faber afterall yeh. hahaha. and hope your christmas celebration was fun and joyful ya. (: dont be sad that all three not in singapore. at least you have TWO !! WXXV AND ME!! (: we still here by you to celebrate this wonderful season with you. haha. dont miss the other two too much yea. haha. LOVES. (: and not forgetting, your gift too !!! xD

to you : yes, i know you're bored. but you're out with your family now, so jst ENJOY yea. (: and anyway, thankyou for everything yesterday. (: and i know your christmas gift is so nice right? (: hee. have fun at orchard! takecare. (:

2005-12-23T21:22:00.000+08:00

*231205- (:

teaparty. haha. their plot was fool-proof i swear.
i got lured there and okays , i admit im dumb lah.
yada yada. shant go into the details.

but thanks for everything. :DD

2005-12-21T20:22:00.000+08:00

im rlly so glad things are pretty cleared.
and im so sorry that i sent wrong signals to both of you.
you guys know that i rlly rlly didnt mean it that way. ((:
and i will be careful with my words from today onwards.

phew !! -heaves a HUGH sigh of relief-
so so so glad stuff are settled.
and a big thankyou to all those who have been there.
especially yanmei. :DD thanks a great deal !!
and i bet i must have scared all the uncles and aunties off this morning at mac.
everyone gave me a queer look before walking into the washroom. xD

to my two beloveds : i'm rlly sorry if i gave you guys the wrong idea or whatsoever. i didnt know how to explain stuff thats why i kept it from you guys, but i guess its not a wise decision afterall. i should have opened myself out to you guys. and i'm sorry for not knowing that those small things in my blog made such a huge difference. i guess after this whole thing, i learnt the way things should be and how to minimise disappointments between bestest friends. i learnt alot of things through this whole incident. sorry to made you guys so worried, so lost and so hurt, and i did had my 'retributions' as well. so we're quits! *p/s to carine : sorry for that msg, but please do believe me that i didnt mean it in any other way. sorry for getting the wrong message across and got you so pissed.

at the end of the rainbow, you will always find a pot of gold. :D

2005-12-20T21:40:00.000+08:00

had a great shopping day !! :DD

met jiajingHONEY at heeren.
was at the mrt before that and this girl approached me saying shes looking for new faces for advertisements.
told me to get down to clementceau for some audition when im free.
and she asked for my contact.
i suppose its a scam, so i left my MUM'S number. haha !!
i think its hilarious though.

saw jiajing at the bus stop.
and we started our shopping. ((:
went adidas. nothing much though.
went flash n splash.
browsing through bags. some designs were not bad, but the straps were too short !!
and i looked like some nerd. =/

but i bought this HUGE roxy pencil case. :DD
grey and pink. so nice. hee. (((:
jiajing bought a nice GREEN top. so cool.

went hmv. wanted to get my chicken little soundtrack but i forgot to bring my vouchers !!
so decided to get it another day.
jiajing got her lindsay lohan cd. ((:
and we went up to mambo.
saw reena and yingjing/yingqi on the escalator.

saw cherry's bag at mambo.
werent any other nice ones.
so we decided to get down to cine.
went up to leveltwo to make a round, and we got out of cine. haha !!
walked over to wisma. ((:

got to surfbabes. saw jiajing's bottle. so pretty !!! :DD
but she says the bottle will leak. ):
so sad, if not i would have gotten it. its so nice. (: (:
toured around the store. was searching for nice bags, but there was NONE.

so went nikewoman.
GOSH. I SAW PRETTY DUNKS !!!
plain black with GOLD linings. its gorgeous. gosh gosh gosh. :DD
maybe that will be my christmas present from dad !! hahaha.

got to flash n splash.
got CUBEpig's present. hee. its nice !! ((:
jiajing will agree i bet.
tried out bags as well. but the BLOODY STRAPS ARE FREAKING SHORT !!!
grr.. cant they just lengthen the stupid straps. irritating.

went to taka after that. we were thirsty.
bought bubble tea. mine tastes nice and sweet. (((:
wanted to get into the toys fair, but drinks werent allowed.
so walked around aimlessly till we finished our drinks.

got into the toys fair and started playing around with those small toys.
damn funny. hahaha !!
and there was this weird guy fiddling around with the robot.
so we decided to get away. ahahaha.

and jiajing xiasway-ed like mad after that.
she wanted to say this damn game is senseless , but she realised the salesgirl was jst beside us.
so we practically RAN away. hahaha. hilarious.
played enough and we went to fox woman.

lazed there for quite some time.
tried a number to tops.
wanted to get this green off-shoulder.
but they didnt have a new piece, so decided not to buy afterall.
but jiajing bought a blue long sleeve collar. nice. (:

okays, shall stop here.
lost the mood to blog further.

2005-12-19T20:30:00.000+08:00

tiring day. i'm bushed.

met for breakfast at clementi with np pple.
9am ! and i had to woke up at 7.30am for goodness sake.
was about to fall asleep at 1am last night when zhiwei messaged me !!! grr..
so nvm, didnt reply, so got to sleep.
but asshole weijie texted me at 4.26am and woke up me !!!
TSKTSK. SO IRRITATING.

went down to clem mac with yanmei.
gong, zhiwei, jarrel, yizhi, zhirui and soon was alr there.
then those guys started cranking up like mad.

got down to ntuc to get stuff for field cooking.
cherry & weijie joined us.
bought pineapple to cook pineapple rice.
coconuts to cook coconut rice. (:
and cherry bought a live crab to cook. xD

paid for stuff and walked to school.
jarrel went mad. insane.
got to school and we got down to kill the crab !!
got the western stall auntie to kill it for us, then me, yanmei & cherry went to wash it.
god damn smelly i swear. yucks! the gills, the eggs, the EVERYTHING was gross. =/

sat outside np room after the washing and talked.
was just sitting there and talked about alot of stuff.
drew funny faces on eggs. blah blah.
then they went to set up the fire. (((:

they cooked the crab. and fried eggs as well.
but the eggs turned out gross though. =/
all the egg white went missing while cooking , then left all the yolk.
pathetic. ))):

cherry went off. and i went to help with the pineapple rice !! ((:
zhiwei and i got the uncle to cut off the top for us. (:
then me and yizhi made it hollow in the middle. haha. so can put rice. :DD
SO COOL. (: (:

yadayada. cooked and cooked.
tried to maintain the fire and such.
but in the end, all the rice uncooked. haha.
so packed up and cleared stuff.

went to central and had dinner.
was deciding betweem mac or hawker.
so opened numbers to decide. xD
in then end, HAWKER.
and jarrel came up with some funny ideas bout the sitting arrangement.
whatever lah.
me & yanmei had chicken rice. (:
zhiwei & jarrel had char kwey tiao. haha. COMPETITIVE.
and yizhi had noodles.

saw sir cheehoe. haha. red adidas.
then took bus home. damn tired. =/
reached home and got some irritating dressing down.
freak. and my red eyes are back. deep shit la.

and they're spamming emoticons like mad now.
notebook just hanged for THREE MINUTES.
scare me. haha.

going town with jiajing dear tmr !!! :DD
YEAH. (((:

2005-12-18T18:02:00.000+08:00

my right eye is in a terrible state. =/
sore and swollen. ughh.
since the moment i woke up.
and eye mo doesnt works. ))):

went to aunt's house this afternoon.
both cousins were sleeping ,
so basically there was no entertainment except for the television.
got pretty bored & tired , so i fell asleep.

got woken up by wahtuck's call.
he called to ask which are the books that we need to buy. -.-'''
so woke up and replied message as well.
sat in the room and stared out of the window.
day-dreaming. xD

mum came me and gave me a shock.
she told me that they were going off.
so yeh, helped gram carried her stuff ,
and we went home. (((:

reached home and my eyes were feeling damn uncomfortable.
so sat on the sofa and rot.
everyone is out for dinner now.
dad brought my family , gram and aunt out ,
whereas im all alone.
cause my eyes were irritating me , so i didnt wanted to go.

oh yah, and i had a bizzard dream last night !! -.o

and yeh, im going school tmr. with yanmei DARLING. xD
and and and..
i need to get down to town on tuesday !!!
i need to get gifts.

wednesday i'll be having np.
thursday will be np retreat.
friday will be sec1 registration.
and saturday will be CHIRSTMAS EVE !!
so i need to go the gifts on TUESDAY. !!!!!!!
gotta go find pple to go with me. :DDD
hee. ((((:

okays , i shall go write cheques for dad once again. (:
since im so bored.
RAHHHHH.

BYE PEOPLE. <3

2005-12-17T13:52:00.000+08:00

changed blogskin. this seems very PEACEFUL.
so i changed to calm myself down. (:

to valenciawong : UPDATE YOU SOON. (: settled stuff. i'm pretty alright now. (: but i feel like apologising again , for making you feel so hurt , and me hurting you so much without myself knowing. SORRY. everything was not on purpose i swear. i didnt meant it in any way. talk to you SOON. loves.

to carinetan : YOU'VE ALR BREAK CAMP. (: get back SOON. stuff to tell you as well. shall conference with you & val. (: so i dont need to repeat myself. (: get home and have a good rest. takecare. lovelove.

to retardpig : THANKYOU for last night. yepps, it did helped the very least bit. thankyou alot alot alot alot alot alot. YOU PROMISED TO KEEP THEM ALL INSIDE A BOX! and YOU PROMISED TO STOP CAVE-TALKING. hee. so you better fulfil all your promises. (: and yeh , i feel honoured lah. VERY VERY honoured. (: thankyou once again. (: enjoy your christmas party with cousins yepps !! have fun. (:

to limzhiwei : you're NOT a loner. definitely NOT. theres alot of pple out there waiting for you to befriend them , but its your choice if you want to. and since you've decided to leave , i wont stop you as well. but jst to let you know, ALOT of people will miss you. yes , alot of people will. trust me. cheer up yeh. (:

to cherryTHEbitch : thankyou for your concern as well. (: but i'm pretty alright now. (: and still , all the best to you guys. work things out together & things will go well. (: takecare. loves.

to wu yanmei : HEY MY BOO ! things are alright now !!! i'm so so so glad. (: thanks for being there as well. (:

to chan weijie : thankyou for asking what happened to me last night. thankyou for cheering me up. thankyou for that lao lee picture. its god damn funny i swear. (:

to jarrel tan : thankyou for all the photos. they were funny as well. and it did helped. (: and sorry for all the punches. i need to fa xie you see. but still , thankyou. (:

to everyone else : thankyou for being there somehow somewhat somewhere. (:

2005-12-17T12:07:00.000+08:00

this entry is dedicated YOU , AKPJ , THE FREAKING ASSHOLE.

I DONT CARE. I DONT GIVE A DAMN.
BUT THERE WAS SERIOUSLY NO NEED TO FIND TROUBLE FOR ME.
FOR TWO FULL YEARS , I DIDNT TALK TO YOU ,
CAUSE I KNOW THERES NO POINT IN DOING SO.
AND I KNOW THINGS WOULD NEVER NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN.

BUT WTF DID YOU HAVE TO CONFRONT ME ,
AND GIVE ME SHIT ?
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU ?
I DONT GIVE A DAMN TO WHO YOU'RE WITH NOW ,
I DONT GIVE A DAMN ABOUT YOUR LIFE ,
I DONT GIVE A DAMN ABOUT WHATEVER YOU'RE DOING ,
I JUST DONT GIVE A DAMN.

BUT BUT BUT.
WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SUCH A TROUBLE MAKER ?
WHY DO YOU HAVE TO MEDDLE WITH MY LIFE ?
WHY DO YOU HAVE TO MESS THINGS UP FOR ME ?
JUST WHAT DO YOU WANT ?

YOU WAS THE ONE WHO SCREWED THINGS IN THE FIRST PLACE ,
YOU WAS THE ONE WHO CHOSE TO BELIEVE THEM AND NOT ME ,
YOU WAS THE ONE WHO MADE THE DECISION ,
THAT IT WAS EVEN DIFFICULT FOR US TO BE FRIENDS NOW.
WHAT CAN I STILL SAY ?
IM RLLY SPEECHLESS WHEN IT COMES TO YOU.

YOU WAS THE CAUSE BEHIND EVERYTHING .
AND NOW YOU FIND TROUBLE FOR ME.
F YOU BIG TIME.

DO YOU KNOW ,
BECAUSE OF THIS WHOLE SHIT ,
I HURT MY BESTEST BESTEST FRIEND.
I HURT HER SO DEEPLY , SO BADLY.
NOW I DONT KNOW HOW TO GO ABOUT TELLING HER.
NO ONE WILL UNDERSTAND.

I RLLY HAVE NOTHING TO SAY ABOUT YOU.
NOW , THE PAST SEEMS HORRID TO ME.
HOW I WISH I HAVE NEVER EVER MET YOU.
AND HOW I WISH YOU NEVER APPEARED IN MY LIFE.
JUST GET LOST.

I DONT NEED YOU , NOT THE VERY LEAST.

to you : i'm really really sorry i jst hurt you far too much. please believe once again that best friends DO NOT hurt. you do not need to say anything else , i'll get this shit over and done with. i do not know how to go about telling you , thats what i chose to keep it to myself. i'm rlly rlly rlly sorry. i promise i wont hurt you in this way anymore. there wont be a second time. let this be the first and last. i dont wish things to turn out this way either. i will get things back to place , i promise. takecare. and do believe i love you no less.

2005-12-15T19:04:00.000+08:00

went back school to pack np room with yanmei.
she & SOMEONE. tsktsk.
reached school. softball was having training. basketball was having training as well.
& there were a few stjohn guys having training too.

np room was messy ,
and dusty. irritating my nose like mad.
cleared up & i swept the floor. -beams-
zhiwei and yizhi was slacking and claiming credits.

finished clearing up.
and everyone went off the play.
guys played cards.
so me&yanmei stayed in the room to rot.
i was sending music files to my phone.
but it keeps saying my phone has not enough memory space ,
but theres still like 26MB FREE. tsktsk.

so bluetooth-ed animations instead.
some were cool and nice.
halfway yizhi came into the room ,
to read his book.

yadayada.
me&yanmei went to get some food , and we went off for my dental.
green&red. CHRISTMAS COLOUR. (:
and yeh, i'm removing my braces on the nineteenth.
DUM DEE DEE. no more braces. but retainers.
but yeh, it seems nicer though.

got some christmas gifts.
and walked around aimlessly.
cherry's cam+handphones got stolen at camp.
so yeh, helped her check her camera's price.

had nothing to do.
went siewlip, went 77th street, went popular, went sportslink.
ARGH. went EVERYWHERE. but theres nothing much interesting.
so came home. the bus trip was =/ .
was thinking & thinking.

to retardpig : a big thankyou to you. thanks for showing you cared , thanks for those attempts to cheer me up , thanks for all the concern. THANKYOU. yepps , you did managed to made me smile like a moron to my phone. but yeh you know, smile and being able to cheer up is different.
and i dont wish that you'll be affected by me. dont think too much at night yah. close your eyes, clear your mind and get to sleep. dont sleep with your phone under you pillow again, jst tell me if you want to sleep, dont need to wait for me to get to sleep first, i'll be alright.
once again, thankyou for every single thing you said/did. (:

to limzhiwei : dont be too affected by her as well. i believe she'll be able to get well soon. anything, i'll be here. takecare.

to valenciawong : thanks for all the assurances. i believe i'll be fine. dont worry about me as well. glad to know you'll be there. (: takecare lots too. lovelove.

to carinetan : hope things are still fine at your camp. & i hope you're enjoying yourself so far. update me when you get back. loves. takecare. <3

to cherrylene lee : glad things are working well for you guys. hope this will last yeh. (: he made the choice, and you chose him. work things well together. (: loves.

to pehqinzhen : i'll settle your party stuff for you. (: enjoy your camp and have fun. takecare.

to wu yanmei : thanks for being with me these few days. (: thanks for listening to me. thanks for pei-ing me to so many places. THANKS. <33

to yangping : your party will be fun. (:

to every human being : takecare & enjoy life. (:

2005-12-14T20:13:00.000+08:00

SHITIFIED.

& carine is away for church camp. ):

2005-12-13T19:00:00.000+08:00

VALENCIA WONG XING XING IS BACK !!!
DEE DUM DUM. :DD

she got ALL of us cheated.
grr.. screw her badly.
i was still worrying about you last night can.
and i got rather down ,
THANKS TO YOU.

but i'm rlly rlly glad you're back.
everything is back to place now. (:
weets weets woots.

2005-12-13T13:04:00.000+08:00

find arms that will hold you at your weakest ,
eyes that will see you at your ugliest ,
and a heart that will love you at your worst.

then you have found true love.

2005-12-12T20:05:00.000+08:00

two new messages on my handphone again this morning.
sorry i fell asleep AGAIN. haha. so sorry.
apparently i was the only one awake early in the morning.
got ready and went to clementi to meet carine. (:
went to get my eye mo as i was early.

walked to school.
the sec1s were having their woc.
so we jst sat there and rot.

was pretty bored at first.
then soonjin & weijie came.
me&carine went to sit at the table,
then zhiwei and weijie joined us.
so we were cranking up.
haha.
talked about alot alot of stuff.

parade ended at noon.
me, carine, yizhi, zhiwei got down to seoul garden. (:
zhiwei was being an introvert on the way there.
TSKTSK.

reached there and we starting cooking.
it was fun, but jst that the oil keep splatting up.
damn irritating.
and i tried to crack an egg,
not that successful though. haha.

realised that zhiwei likes tofu ,
and yizhi dont like eggs.
haha. carine is pretty neutral. (:

finished our first round.
me&carine didnt continue eating,
but the guys took second servings.
and we started doing funny stuff.

FRYING THE BEEHOON.
FRYING THE EGG WITH OIL, OIL & OIL !!
DEEP FRIED LIZARD-LIKE MEAT. xD

and zhiwei says theres what stupid spell in that piece of meat.
ahaha. shit him lar.
the guys went to have their ice-cream.
and us being nice,
decided to help them refill their drinks. (:

HEE HEE.
AND WE MIXED THE DRINKS.
WE MIXED COKE, CHERRY, SPRITE, GRAPE.
+ WHATEVER WE CAN FIND.
and they said it tasted weird.
hahaha. SORRY !!

bought my sneaker balls at worldofsports.
my membership card expired ! ):
gonne re-new it anyway. haha.

went to starhub and browsed at the phones.
not much nice phones nowadays. =/
WHAT HAPPENED TO THE ONCE CREATIVE DESIGNERS ?
all the models are like -ugh-

carine got to go off.
so we went off. (:
my bus queue got rather long.
and i was staring into space ,
when suddenly my phone rang and i jst got a shock.
it was a message. haha.

the bus was non-airconditioned.
and it was very stuffy. =/
but i mananged to survive. (:

got home,
dad was picking out white hair for mum.
damn funny. xD
watched just for gags.
had a pretty good laugh. (:

came online.
stoned. had nothing to do.
old man is folding some paper stuff now.
JIAYOU & ACTIONS FAST !!!
haha.

off to search some yearbook for yangping. (:

2005-12-11T17:21:00.000+08:00

a dream is a wish which your heart has made. :D

it takes a silly girl to lie about the dreams she has ,
but it takes a lonely one to wish she had nvr dreamt at all.

it doesnt hurts to dream ,
it hurts more to wake up.

DREAMS.

2005-12-11T16:03:00.000+08:00

woke up early in the morning.
saw my handphone :
2 new messages. (:
haha. sorry i fell asleep last night. =X

as usual, washed up, got changed
and went to jurongpoint with parents.
sister was lazy to get her arse out of bed,
so she stayed at home to SLEEP.
SUCH A PIG. xD

reached jurongpoint.
went to ntuc.
im filial okays. i help my parents. (:
heehee.

went to the sweets section to get MATERIALS for my x'mas gifts.
its so pretty i swear.
HANDMADE BY KOHBEELING. :DD
hahaha. so nice so nice. (:

paid for the stuff.
and we went for our lunch.
couldnt make up our mind where to lunch.
was supposed to be fiesta,
but we thought of the LONELY sister at home.
so decided to have a quick lunch at the foodcourt.
& bought packed lunch for sis.

mum went to watsons to get some stuff.
she bought pies from prima deli.
and i went to get seventeen. (:
i bought all the fashion magazines for this month.
lime, teens, teenage, 8days, seventeen.
did i miss out any? x)

got home and i was pretty tired.
or rather exhausted.
was reading teenage on the sofa and i fell asleep. xD
sorry i didnt reply, fell asleep.
woke up and replied message.

and i came online.
helped yangping settled the christmas party for 6k. (:
rah. & theres no one to entertain me.

valenciawong is OVERSEAS. rah rah rah. i miss her so damn much. ): but i hope shes enjoying herself there. & i hope the shopping can like cheer her up. we'll be waiting for you to get back. (:
i still miss you like nuts. i know how you felt the other time round. missing someone is not a good feeling.

carinetan is outside. perhaps at her grams' house? but yeh, i miss her too. but its alright, we can get to see each another tmr !! :DD and we can get to rock seoul garden down. haha. (: anw, wear nco collar tmr? the collar is cool !! (: (:

limzhiwei is swimming. swim swam swimming! okays, enjoy yourself. get your nicenice tan. (: and rmb to eat proper COOKED food. im glad for you that there seems to be a teeny weeny bit of progress btwn you&her. (: SEOULGARDEN !!!

tanyizhi is FIFA-ING. haha. okays, enjoy the game as well. (: DONT LOSE AR. must be like my worm. GLORY. hahaha. and dont control the thumbstick till you get blister ltr. =/ takecare. (:
SEOUL TMR AS WELL!! :D

thats about all.
everyone is busy doing smth,
while here i am doing NOTHING.
shall see if i can manage to find smth for me to do.

shall listen to zhi zu.
yah i know, its zhi zu AGAIN.
but yeh, its a real touching song. (:

i know what i can do now !!
watch barney dvds !!!
hee. theres no spongebob ones at home. ):
someone be an angel and get them for me?
haha. (:

BARNEY, BARNEY !! :D :D

2005-12-10T22:16:00.000+08:00

woke up in the morning at around 10am.
its freaking early please.
was deleting my yesterday's messages ,
when a new message came in. (:

washed up, wore my contacts,
changed and got out of the house.
was watching doraemon before leaving.
so cute. (:

listening to ZHI ZU on the way to gleneagles.
freaking touching song.
zhi zu addiction !!! :DD
messaging on the way.

sister went for her appointment
& we got down to town after that.
lunched at pepper lunch.
yepps, its indeed nice. (:
you guys should go and have a try.
its a nice feeling to COOK. haha.

bought a denim from FOX.
their denims are really nice. (:
bought plain tops from giordano as well.

walked to dfs.
mum wanted to look at bags.
we went from store to store.
louisvuitton, gucci, coach blabla.
and she bought NONE.
cos none was to her liking. haha.
wasted our THREE hours browsing with her ?!?!

got down to wisma after that.
went GUESS.
they were having a sale ,
so everyone was like snatching those bags and such.
cant stand them so we came out.

went ZARA.
nothing much there.
mostly were winter clothing.
so didnt get anything as well.

walked around & such.
and decided to dine at nydc.
had cookie monster mudpie. (:
yumyum.

reached home and i was dead beat.
blister on my last toe.
pain pain. =/
plus headache as well.

oh wells.
zhiwei is in a happy mood now.
GLAD FOR HIM. (:
and thank me for that merci !!
hahaha.

yizhi is happily playing cards at a funeral.
GET BACK SOON.
xD

my mum just forwarded me a funny msg.
when shes just like in the living room.
hahaha.
okays, got to go.
BYEBYE BELOVEDS.

ps: valenciawong, i miss you like nuts. come back SOON! ):

2005-12-09T13:01:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a normal day.
very very normal.
just that i got to know alot of stuff.

cleared my stuff yesterday.
saw my primary school days journals
& i started reading.
amazing recollections. haha.

i want to get tanned !! :D

i may be getting down to the salon with MRS SANTA later.
see if im lazy or not.
hahaha.

im bored now.
utterly b o r e d.
listening to zhi zu now. (:
addiction.

zhi zu :D

2005-12-07T19:25:00.000+08:00

BACK FROM CHALET. !!! :DD
apparently i went for 2D1N only.
so yepps, went there only on the second day. (:

TUESDAY ; 6th december.
second day of chalet.

woke up TOO early in the morning.
packed my stuff, then cabbed down to meet HOTLITTLEBABY. :D
took train down to pasir ris.

yadayada.
reached downtown east. (:
went cheers to get bbq stuff.
and walked to our chalet.

downtown east pasir ris. block h. (:
realised theres only THREE pathetic guys in the room.
siongaik, peiliang, soonjin.
obviously they were playing poker.
whereas the rest pangseh us and went escape !!
RARR.

so asked them to get back early.
and we played cards games and such.
daidee, bridge. blabla.

those people went back escape AGAIN.
for the go-kart.
waited for them to get back and we went to rent bikes. (:
rented our bikes and went back to chalet to get ready for bbq.

started fire.
eat eat eat , talk talk talk.
the atmosphere was pretty quiet.

so yeh, I THOUGHT OF MY TWO CANS OF WHIPPED CREAM. !!! :DD
its time to HAVOC !!
got the cans from carine's bag.
& WE WENT HAVOC-ING.
HAHAHA.
ITS WAS GOD FUN I SWEAR.
:D :D :D

used up both cans of whipped cream.
so i used KETCHUP !!!
hahaha.
smeared on a few pple's face.
mok soonjin peiliang zhiwei yizhi.
damn funny. [: [:

cleared up and such.
cause the floor was pretty oily ,
thanks to the whipped cream.
the guys went for wash up as well.
& the few of us reeked of whipped cream after that !
and whipped cream smells like vomit !! =/

stoned at the pit for awhile.
and we went cycling !!
six of us - mok, soonjin, yizhi, zhiwei, carine & me. (:
mok & soonjin took the two-man bike.
they couldnt stop & both of them looked real funny on that bike.

cycled to this place where there were flights of stairs.
me & carine WATCHED STARS. romantic. (:
and we talked alot about stuff, life and relationships.
the four guys were trying stunts on the stairs.

then we went back to chalet.
some stuff happened ,
and got the atmosphere rather ruined.
but glad things were fine after that. (:

played zhong ji mi ma.
had some funny dares.
played animal game as well.
a fun game. (:

then went over to the guys' room.
watched them play poker.
twenty-one points.
kahhwee and rachel joined in to play as well.

play play play.
was 4am already.
then go rather bored,
so the girls started sleeping one by one.

in the end,
i was the only girl who was awake.
so listened to music & made myself to fall asleep. (:

third day of chalet.
woke up at ten.
went to return bike,
packed stuff & we checked out.

and the chalet ended with everyone in happy mood. (:

took train all the way to jurongpoint with carine & ziyi.
me & carine lunched at swensens.
cause my sister was having her birthday celebration there.
cherry came later on & passed carine the money.

carine went off after the meal.
and cherry went to eat her prawn noodles.
walked around aimlessly as we had nothing to do.
but but but ,
we went arcade!
cause someone was feeling down.
played daytona. FUN. (:
cherry won me in both rounds alright! haha.

i was thirsty, so we went mcafe.
had iced chocolate. (:
& cherrylene happily sent some sms to yz.
wonder what she said for goodness sake.

went delifrance.
cherry had early dinner.
and she did another stupid thing again!
i so want to kill her. grr..

so we left at about 5+pm.

okays. lazy to blog further alr.
but im missing chalet so much now.
we didnt get to do alot of stuff. ):
but nvm, theres still NEXT YEAR. (:

christmas month is a happy month.
mrs santa will sure agree eh.

& my christmas gifts to three lucky pple is so pretty. :DD
TREASURE. (:

2005-12-05T12:38:00.000+08:00

DANCING ALONE ;
can't you come and take me away
take me to another place
so here i am looking pretty for you
they come and go
so many faces it's no use
so i'm dancing alone

so random.
the paragraph above was just so random.

was supposed to get down to school to clear np room.
but theres no one to go with me.
valencia is having a hothot date with her hothot mum.
carine is missing in action.
her phone conked out, and shes not at home.
yanmei is lazy to get her arse out of her house.

so TADA.
leaves me at home.
r o t t i n g.

last night's msn was pretty saddening ?!
talked to zhili bout some stuff.
cherry told me LOVEY DOVEY stuff. :DD
zhiwei told me SWEET SWEET stuff as well. (:

actually not that saddening afterall except for zhili's.
haha. okays. im mad.
gone berserk.

its raining now.
such a sad sad mood.
reminds me of that day. (:
that very day when it was drizzling at night. (:

mum is not at home now.
brought grandpa for chemotheraphy sessions.
so its me and my sister.
and shes happily watching scv now.

zhiwei just said that im knowledgeable. !!!
heehee. i know i am. (:
cause i was giving him alot of advices on THE GIRL.
jiayou jiayou !! :DD
just put in more efforts yeh. (:

okays. carine got back her phone. (:
YEAH. YEAH.
on the phone with her.
hahaha. (:

CHALET TOMORROW !! (:
YIPEE YIPEE YEAH.
HIP HIP HORRAY. :DD

2005-12-04T14:38:00.000+08:00

yesterday was not a good day afterall.
definitely afternoon date was nice. (:
and yeh, smth HAPPY happened to miss peh.
SWEET SWEET EH. :DD
im happy for you yepps.

val&i watched chicken little ytd.
( p/s : carine, we will watch it again with you :] )
cos there aint any other movies for us to catch.
chicken little is seriously NICE&TOUCHING.
i teared a little till my contacts were hurting.
a very touching father and son story. (:

oh yah. !!
and i met rebecca AGAIN at cineleisure. (:
rlly fated hur.
fancy meeting twice for two consecutive days. (:

went to wheelock.
was looking at crumplers.
i want another crumpler. (:
the striped one this time round. (:
got to apple store.
wanted to get the ipod nano socks ,
but it was sold in packs of five.
and i dont need FIVE !!
so yeh, didnt get it in the end.

met up with parents at imm.
got this silver belt from dano. (:
and mum got a skirt.
saw SUIPHENG working at mini toons. !!! (:

after dano, went for dinner.
dined at long beach, but it sort of ruined my mood.
dont ask me why ,
i was feeling DAMN GROUCHY after the meal. =X

came home. no mood.
came online. zhiwei told me some updates.
jigsaw, so sweet. aww.. (:

bathed and msged pple to see who were staying overnight for chalet.
qinzhen, rachel, zhiwei, yizhi are staying.
still not sure if dad allows. ):

watched a little tv.
the shows were boring.
so went into parents room to watch scv.

night time.
was reading at first sight by nicholas sparks.
SO NICE. (:
read read read.
then it was twelve.
so mum switched off my lights and told me to get to sleep.

couldnt get to sleep.
was thinking about alot of stuff last night.
think think THINK.
nearly broke down.

ended up sleeping at 2am. =X
thank goodness mum doesnt know i was messaging A GUY in the middle of the night.
if not she would have killed me.

woke up at 10am this morning.
washed up , got changed and went out.

got chalet stuff. (:
and i bought two pretty esprit tops. (:
wanted to get another orange one ,
mum says get in next time when you're out with friends. (:

sister settled her party stuff at swensens.
so her birthday party is confirmed to be held at swensens.
next wednesday, when im sending my dear val off.

bought whipped cream. (:
you guys dont want to know what im doing.
* BLINKS BLINKS *

not in the mood to blog further.
BYEBYE PPLE.
LOVELOVE. <33

2005-12-01T21:12:00.000+08:00

TOMORROW IS THE CO CONCERT. !!!
:D :D :D

today was basically a no-happenings day.
woke up and val called me down to her house.
so yeh, changed and went down.
met her at lot one to get stuff.
she got her mmc card & i got my polos. (:

saw eugene toh and his gf.
his gf is indeed pretty. (:
saw rebecca leong as well.
haha. pretty girl. (:

went up to her house.
STONED + ROTTED.
and a few hours passed.

came home had dinner and such.
and my asshole sister snatched some bloody book from me,
and left a cut on my finger.
SHE ROCKS. SERIOUSLY.

tmr will be a fun day. (:
and saturday will be another happening day. (:
YEAH.

joshua is away for national camp.
CHEERS !!!
( im not mean, seriously )
HAHAHA.

OFF TO WATCH YUMMY YUMMY. :D
BYEBYE SWEETHEARTS. <33

2005-11-30T13:39:00.000+08:00

back to blog as wanted. (:

yesterday was rather fun.
went ngee ann to crash their lectures.
the lectures were basically boring.

first lecture was on how to use microsoft excel.
the next one was on some financial planning. haha.
left halfway during the second one.

went to imm after that.
WXXV had to send her mp3 for repair.
and we went to have lunch at mac.

valencia wong is seriously an ASSHOLE i swear.

#1 : she doesnt knows my phone has mp3. =/
#2 : she set her ringing tone wrongly but still insisted that its correct.
#3 : she didnt know she was able to delete all her sent items with just one click.
#4 : and she was being SUPER bhb by sending msges to a thousand pple saying she rocks.

shes just such an ass.
i seriously dont know why on earth did i have such a friend.
haha.
and she happily left a zillion items at my house.

bought lime yesterday.
got the free ipod mini and shuffle skins.
its rather cool.
so my sister is using the mini skin now. (:

and joshua leong is going for national camp tmr!
PEACE AT LAST. (:
hahaha.

three nine chalet is up next!
5th to 7th.
(: (: (:

NANHUA CHINESE ORCHESTRA CONCERT THIS FRIDAY! (:
7.30PM, SCHOOL HALL.
HEE. (:

stucked at home today.
was supposed to have np gathering.
but i didnt go.
was supposed to go out with val and junling.
i didnt go as well.
was supposed to meet up with joshua.
didnt afterall.

haha.
so yeh, ended up being at home with sister. (:

so far no plans for tomorrow yet.
but maybe can ask some pple to hang out.
dont want to be rotting at home.
haha. (:

to valencia : he did msged you before he left today. SWEET EH. bet you must be melting inside. haha. enjoy your date with junling. (: lovelove<3

to carine : THIS SATURDAY. !! i cant wait, its our day !! (: you're rather busy with church nowadays yeh. take care lots my darling. (: love you so much as well. <3

to cherrylene : this one month, i'll be praying for you yeh. since you guys have alr set the one month agreement, just follow your heart. dont let other things bother you. (: haha. and i know you love me. (:

to qinzhen : now its time for our hair treatments !!! (:

to KOHHWEELING : the noodles i cooked for you was nice right? i knew it. haha. and dont spoil my ipod mini! (:

; * and i know that
we'll end up eventually. (:

2005-11-28T20:12:00.000+08:00

PARTY PARTY PARTY !! :DD

went to ivan's party yesterday.
pretty alright. (:
we were playing cards and such ,
and us, the pathetic FIVE girls, did had our own share of fun. [:

today was usual.
had council in the morning.
THANKS AR CHERRYLENE ,
made me go back for some MEETING.
HAHAHAHA.

went to find zhong lao shi for chinese project.
shant bother how pissed/ fed up/ disappointed in us.
I SERIOUSLY DONT GIVE A DAMN.

went down canteen and did our project.
installed hansware into my laptop.
and i stupidly installed the wrong one in the first place !!! xD

then yiqi went off for her netball training.
then zhiwei went off to meet HER first before goin to hosp.
so left me, qinzhen and CARINE TAN SI YU.
took turns to type so that we can sleep.
hahahaha.
we were dead tired alright. (:

went home at 4+pm.
was messaging on the bus. (:
reached home and TALKED TO MY DEAR.
:D :D :D
its been rather long since we last talked.
or maybe not. hahahaha.

realised past few entries have been rather random.
hahaha.
unable to organise my thoughts properly. =X

but yeh,
CRASHING NGEE ANN TMR WITH WXXV !!!
i think its goin to be fun.
hahahaha. (:

* ; and i know you're shining down on me from heaven
like so many friends we've lost along the way
and i know eventually we'll be together
one sweet day

2005-11-25T19:27:00.000+08:00

// *
you brighten up the moon and stars at night .
you keep me seeing rainbows in the sky .
you bring new meaning to my life ,
and now i believe in miracles and angels .

BACK FROM NP CAMP !!!

to me , it was pretty alright.
cos i didnt attend BOTH debriefs.
on medic duty.
HAHA.

campfire was pretty fun for me.
excluding NCC.
they screwed us up.
grr..

rope obstacles was usual.
jungle survivor was boring i swear.
but games was fun! :DD
some idiotic AHOLE poured the whole bucket of water over me.
stupid lzw.
i merely burst one small water bomb at his back la.
HAHAHA.
but it was fun lar. (:

nightwalk was pretty alright i guess.
my station was funny. indeed HILARIOUS.
lapkan is a god damn funny guy i swear.
he went around shining his torch at his face and scare pple.
but it was rlly rlly scary. =/
and i realised hes quite a nice guy afterall.
but theres only like 6months left before we leave np.
for the first time, im feeling sad bout leaving np. xD

oh wells. everyth was a success i should say.
we put in our efforts and it paid off as the cadets did enjoy. (:
and for the very first time,
the whole nco squad was SO DAMN UNITED.
( except for KKS )
its somehow a nice feeling. :D

punishing them was fun !!!
i know its sadistic but when u shout at them and they have to respond at the TOP OF THEIR VOICE , its a nice feeling.
reminds me of my fond sec1 times.
shout shout SHOUT.
enthu like nobody's business.

sec1 group- FLOUNDER
sec2 group- JACK JACK
and for both camps,
im in the same grp as jarrel. haha.
just realised like an hour ago.

np activities can rlly be memorable at times.
np does add joy in our lives at times.
provided its excluding ALL the cis.
NCOS CAN DO IT WELL ENOUGH. :D

* ; and I know you're shining down on me from heaven
like so many friends we've lost along the way
and i know eventually we'll be together
one sweet day

2005-11-22T21:44:00.000+08:00

23rd nov - 25th nov.
NP CAMP !!! x)

TOMORROW !!! xDD
quite excited though.
cos they mentioned that nightwalk is goin to be scary ,
and i can spend three days with KOVALERINAS !! :DD
so its somehow goin to be fun. (:

watched SKY HIGH today.
DAMN ROCKING & DAMN NICE !! :D :D
highly recommanded. haha.

went down to junction8.
for the campus superstar.
WE SUPPORTED VALENTINO !!
but sadly he didnt get in. ):
so yeh. haha.

jarrel & yizhi came down to join us.
and we passed jarrel's banner to him.
GOD. HE WAS DAMN PAISEH.
HAHAHAHA.
but hey, the banner is nice alright. (:

watched jiacheng's and jing xing's audition as well.
then went off.
went back to school. xD

advance party was still on.
the girls were busy filling up all the balloons with water.
and the guys were cooking noodles.
hahaha.

cabbed down to jurongpoint.
got zhiwei's stuff.
its CUTE ! :DD

dad picked me up from there.
came home bathed and had dinner. (:

JINGMIN IS COMING BACK TMR !!! :D :D

OH YA !
I HAVENT PACK MY CAMP STUFF!!
OKAYS.
OFF TO PACK NOW.

MISS ME FOR THREE DAYS PEOPLE!! :DD

2005-11-20T19:49:00.000+08:00

today was pretty tiring.

went to collect my ipod nano !!! :DD
wanted to get the black one but it was not available.
so yeh, settled with the white one. (:
its GOD DAMN NICE.
SUPER SLEEK & COOL ! ! ! :D :D

then went plaza singapura.
saw cecilia and her family! (:

lunched and walked around.
sister bought a winnie jigsaw ,
from jigsaw puzzle world.
costed a bomb.

bought my mini optical mouse.
v small and a v nice black colour tone. (:

then tyz told me valentino was taking part in campus superstar.
i BURST OUT LAUGHING to my phone on the escalator.
my mum and my sis started scolding me nuts.

i died.
when i read the msg.
but me being nice, decided to support him on tuesday (:
HAHA.

junction8 people. (:
ALL ARE WELCOME! :DD

and yes!
MY DAD IS GETTING XBOX FOR ME !!!
GOLLY GEE.
MY XBOX 360 !!! :D :D :D
he rocks so damn much.
i love him more than words can say.
HAHAHAHAHA.

went down to imm.
i got my ipod nano silicon case there.
yellowish green. not bad.
cos the remaining colours were normal.
pink blue purple grey those kinds.

dad bought his O2 XDA case as well.
grey silicon one.
so we ended up spending quite alot on those so claimed HIGH QUALITY silicon cases.

sister bought a school bag as well.
nice design but OP.
i will definitely buy it if its billabong or smth.
but its OP.
so yeh, forget bout it.
dont ask me why, but im bias against OP.
haha.

got sweets from daiso. (:
yumyum.
and came home.

theres pk course tmr.
OF COURSE IM NOT GOING. (:

oh ya,
christmas is round the corner.

presents anyone? (:

hes getting me a christmas gift. :D

2005-11-18T14:40:00.000+08:00

VALENCIA ALERT :

HOT SEXY GREEN PIXIES !!!
OUR NEOPRINTS WERE PRETTAY. :D :D
GREEN DAY WAS SUPERB.
WE WERE BEING SO DAMN TALKATIVE.
till i cant stand myself.
HAHA. (:

okays.
i got my black ripcurl wallet. :DD
its PRETTY !! [: [: [:

yesterday was basically a nice & fun day.
CHATTERBOX-ES ROCK!
i simply cant shut up yeh,
but talking aint a bad hobby as well. (:

& oh yeh.
I'VE GOT MY WIRELESS CONNECTION !!! :DD
i may be slow. haha.
but whatever, im still feeling ecstatic.

and not forgetting,
MY BLACK IPOD NANO !!! :D :D :D
its so goin to rock rock ROCK.

feeling sick now though.
ULCERS everywhere.
esp the one on my TONGUE is killing me like mad. =X
and sore throat as well,
my voice is getting hoarse. =S
( result of talking TOO much ) HAHA.

im drinking water like nuts.
& i had countless times of toilet visits.
THIS IS BAD.

theres np training tmr.
still deciding if i should go.

-if i dont go, i have to pass the stuff at np camp.
which i DONT WANT.
-but if i go, i have to endure 4hours of BLOODY TRAINING.
which i DONT WANT as well.

so im still thinking how.
dilemma shit. =X

sister is still not back from school yet.
SHIT HER.
she was supposed to come back early & watch sixth sense with me lar.
grr..
shall kill her later and scare her to death.

my primary school is having musical today.
I WANT TO GO !!!
but sadly, theres no more tickets left.
like how sad. ):

so once again,
i'll be rotting at home
while my sister is enjoying the concert with her friends later in the night.

okays.
OFF TO UPLOAD PRETTY PHOTOS WITH PRETTY FACES !! :D
BYEBYE. :DDD

2005-11-17T10:57:00.000+08:00

BACK FROM SHANGHAI !!! :D :D

IT WAS SO DAMN ROCKING.
CHERRYLENE , YUNTIAN , CARINE & KOHBEELING !!!
WE ROCK THE MOST.

those night talks , bitchings , gossipings was fun though. (:
and not forgetting ,
THE SHOPPING TRIPS !!! :DDDDD
we practically the WHOLE nike shop down.
SO COOL.

we walked in ,
took of our jackets & dump our bags in one corner.
and started trying all the various bags.
and there was NO OTHER CUSTOMERS in the store,
so it was jst 7 or 8 assistants attending to us,
& they were even debating if we're from middle east or singapore.
HAHA.

our photos were GLAMOROUS as well.

overall, the trip was boring
but we created fun for ourselves !!! :D
self entertainment though,
but it was SO DAMN FUN. [: [: [:

bought quite a number of stuff.

-green nike sling ! :D :D
-brown puma sling.
-le sport sac pouch
-blue nike windbreaker
-grey & pink adidas jacket
-LOADS OF PRETTY EARRINGS.
-necklaces.
-gorgeous black GUESS watch :DD
-orange paul frank watch
-WAN ZAI milk sweets. (:

so this trip was still not bad afterall.
lots of HAPPENING stuff.

HOTTEST SCANDAL :
CHERRYLENE PUTTING HER ARM OVER WEI SIANG FOR A PHOTO !!!

SO SO SCANDALOUS AR CHERRY.
TSKTSKTSK.

couples of the trip :

CHERRYLENE & WEI SIANG !!
yuntian & dylan
ziyi & eng ngee
yiqi & li qian

i realised my entry is rlly random.
i jst typed in whatever i can recall of the trip.
okays, GOT TO GET CHANGE.
GOING OUT. :D

2005-11-08T12:41:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a long and tiring day.
but it was FUN-FILLED !! :D

in the morning had mrs wong's remedial.
went for lunch at je with MISS WONG+MISS TAN !!!
its been a long time since we last sat down and had a great bonding time. (:
talked & laughed quite abit. [:

reached home at 2pm.
changed , took my bag and such.
and i was running late !
so cabbed down to meet PEHQINZHEN.

went to de vella professional salon at chi garden for our haircut.
so my hair is STYLISH , COOL , NICE & FANTASTIC now !!!! :D :D
my hairstylist is damn friendly. super sweet and super nice. (:
her name damn cute. KEY NG !
so unique. KEY -suo shi. [: [:

& the salon is cool as well.
you can surf net while they do your hair for you.
so i was blog-surfing and such during the one whole hour. (:
SO PRETTY COOL LAR .

went down to town.
shopped around fareast for presents for the shanghai-ers.
bought some not that pretty earrings and this star coin pouch.

HAD SUBWAY DINNER !!!
and yepps, ITS NICE.
REALLY NICE. :DD

went to pacific plaza.
to those usual shops ,
adidas/roxy/ripcurl BLAH BLAH.
but not much nice stuff either.

took 77 and PQZ alighted halfway.
i alighted at westmall and dad picked me up. (:
went to aunt's house to celebrate her birthday.

OH YAH. he went for vaccination as well.
eh , for no apparant reason?! xD
HAHA. FUNNY SHIT.

going to shanghai LATER!
yepps, seven more hours i will be at the airport. (:
gonna miss lots and lots of people.

#1 : MY BELOVED PARENTS. !!! :DD
#2 : THE IRRITATING YET CUTE SISTER. (:
#3 : my grandpa !!!!! (take care alot alot alot)
#4 : my two grandmas.

#5 : VALENICA WONG XING XING!!! im gonna miss her damn alot. ):

#6 : my aunt+uncle that dotes me so much. :D
#7 : two little cute cousins that never fail to make my day. (: (:
#8 : ~~him? im not sure either.~~
#9 : those great class peeps.
#10 : my cute lil pillow. thinking if i shld bring to shanghai. HAHA.

oh wells. i named ten.
and hes like ranked number eight. =/

BOOO BAH BAH. :DD

2005-11-06T20:57:00.000+08:00

morning was boring.

but he was nice anyway to message me. (:
so yeh, i was not that bored.
talked to MISS WONG over the phone ,
for pretty long i think. :D

mum called so me & my sister changed and went down to wait for my parents.
was actually supposed to go imm ,
but i dont like that place.
so TADA. we went jurongpoint. (:

even thought that place is boring ,
but i realised its not that bad.
there are at least HIP shops there.
like esprit, world of sports, sportslink BLAH BLAH.

bought MORE stuff for shanghai tdy. (:

-GORGEOUS pink adidas sneakers! :D :D
-purple esprit quarter sleeve [:
-cute nike footie-s. (:
-water lipshine lip gloss. HAHA.

so yeh. was pretty ACHIEVING. (:
and YAH. met jipeng & waihou there.
told jipeng some np shirt stuff ,
and waihou said HI to my family. (:

tmr is my aunt's birthday.
bought her PRETTY GLAMOROUS DIAMOND EARRINGS.
costed me and my sister a bomb though.
HAHA. and added a billabong shirt for my dad's SUPER BELATED birthday present.
he likes it though. YEAH. :DD

packed my shanghai luggage.
my quik sports is BIG though.
BUT ITS NICE.
so that places everyth in place. HAHA.

getting my new haircut tmr.
i hope it wont be screwed. =X
which i dont think it will! :D

goin down town with pqz tmr.
got to do some SERIOUS shopping. (:
and gettin presents for those shanghai-ers.
and not forgetting ,
OUR SUBWAY DINNER! [:

off to do more packing up.
TAKE CARE BABES & HUNKS! :DD

2005-11-05T14:55:00.000+08:00

HELLO POTATO.
THE SCREWED POTATO HEAD.

BUY an ipod nano YOURSELF BIG FAT POTATO.
why do you even have to join some WEIRD websites ,
to get FREE ipod nanos.

HEY YOU POTATO ,
YOU'RE SERIOUSLY SUCH A LOSER.

NO BRAINS , NO LOOKS , NO NOTHING.
EXCEPT FOR THE BIG & HUMONGOUS POTATO HEAD YOU HAVE UP THERE.
NATIONAL JC. MY FOOT.
WONDER HOW YOU GET IN THR IN THE FIRST PLACE.

stop sending those invitations for pple to JOIN THAT STUPID ASSHOLIC WEBISTE
in order to get FREE ipod nanos.
I DONT NEED IT DUDE.
IF YOU HAVE NO MONEY TO AFFORD AN IPOD NANO ,
JOLLY WELL SCREW OFF AND STICK UR ASS TO URSELF.

GRRR.
that stupid idiotic potato is pissing me off so badly.
my inbox has 10 new messages.
BLOODY SIX WAS FROM POTATO.
asking me to join some stupid website ,
so that both parties will get FREE ipod nanos.

SCREW OFF MAN.

partly why i got so pissed was because ,
HE MADE US DO MARSHALL ON A SATURDAY.
like HELLO?! SATURDAY?
and its from 8am-6pm!!!

feeling so unjust for those pple who HAVE to attend.
they have NO CHOICE but to go for it.
ITS DAMN BLOODY STUPID.
and POTATO HAD TO SCREW EVERYBODY'S POSTS UP.

next yr's vice chairman will be VALENTINO.
LIKE FOR GOD'S SAKE ,
VALENTINO CAN JST GO EAT SHIT AND DIE.
IMAGINE A PERSON WHO REMAINED PRIVATE FOR TWO WHOLE YEARS.
CAN ACTUALLY BE VICE CHAIRMAN OF NPCC?

THIS ROCKS MY SHIT. SERIOUSLY.
and they ripped off lzw's post.
WHEN HE PUT IN EFFORT TO CHANGE HIS ATTITUDE.

NHNP IS SO SERIOUSLY GOIN TO FALL.
TRUST ME.
AND I MAKE SURE NO ONE JOINS THIS FUCKED UP CCA NEXT YR.
FUCK POTATO.

phew.
i feel much better after scolding that dumb potato.
he can jolly well run across the road and get knocked down.

i know im CRUDE.
but to potato ,
theres NO NEED TO BE POLITE.

2005-11-04T20:23:00.000+08:00

somehow PISSED and SAD at the same time.

grandpa was diagnosed with ANUS CANCER.
CANCER, MIND YOU.
either second or third stage. ):

sad, sad, SAD.
god damn SAD.
one bottle of eye mo,
used up within THREE days.
MADNESS.

my swollen eyes are back. =X
cried bloodily FOUR freaking times on wed.
first time was due to some super sweet email.
second was "prince turn into frog" show.
third time was because of my grandpa.
last was this damn touching show.

and i stupidly had to cry again ytd and tdy.
i only have to blame myself.
for being far so emotional nowadays.

but hes god damn sweet.
he said : AWWW.. dont cry. changed channel since that show made u cry. :DD
but whatever.
it doesnt mean anything else either.

i TEXTED you.
i TALKED to you.
i INTIATED CONVERSATIONS with you.

but you CHOSE NOT TO REPLY.
you CHOSE _ _ _ OVER ME.
you rather reply _ _ _ 's messages.

so DONT BLAME ME.
DONT FIND FAULT WITH ME.

2005-11-02T16:25:00.000+08:00

:(

this is super saddening.

grandpa was hospitalised AGAIN.
when he was like discharged for only a week.

and this time round.
its bad bad BAD news.

doctor said theres like a tumor in his anus.
and he thinks it is ANUS CANCER.
i died when i heard the news.
CANCER , MIND YOU!
ITS CANCER OKAY!!!

so firstly grandpa has to get his tumor removed.
and the doc is goin to conduct tests on the tumor.
grandma doesnt knows about it for the time being.
she will probably hyperventilate and faint.

and this time round,
i am so damn AFRAID.
HAI PA. i rlly am.

like hes the ONLY grandpa i have now.
and the one who dote on me SO FREAKING MUCH.

my paternal granpa died when i was freaking young.
like pri2.
it was saddening enough to lose him ,

he was my DEAREST grandpa.
he DOTES ON ME SO DAMN MUCH.
he LOVES me more than my other cousins.
and i was the ONLY ONE that could cheer him up and make him happy.
bad sadly,
he took his leave.

i rlly dont knw wat will happen if the same thing happens again.
i will probably break down till i rlly cant pick myself up.
i am goin to PRAY HARD for him.

ALL IS GOING TO BE FINE IN THE END ,
IF NOT ITS NOT THE END.

just recieved a call from val : carine's grandma REGAINED CONSCIOUSNESS! (:
okays, this is good news.
i was so damn RELIEVED after hearing that few sentences.

like you know.
val's granduncle just passed away.
carine's grandma fainted yesterday and was in coma till a few moments ago.

FINALLY, A LOAD OFF MY SHOULDER.

wells.
visting my grandpa later.
hope to cheer him up.
and hope he doesnt cry like what he did the other time round.

2005-11-01T18:25:00.000+08:00

today was a nice trip to town with family. (:

bought some shanghai stuff.
-MICKEYYjeans. :D
-quiksilver sports bag
-quiksilver long sleeve. DAMN NICE. [:

quiksilver is thanks to mr LZW's influence. xD

looked around and searched for nike/adidas sweaters.
cant find nice ones. ):
pretty saddening yepps.

saw this pair of nike shoes.
grey+purple. quite nice. (:
wanted to buy at first till i went to the cashier.
and i BACKED OUT. HAHA.
cos on second thoughts, theres not much clothes for me to go with it.
so theres no point in me buying.
HAHAHA.

walked around wisma.
went to world of sports.
and i saw MR ANDREW CHIN+HIS WIFE! :D :D
SO DAMN LOVING CAN. (:
-BEAMS-
they are like so sweet.
holding one another's hand and mrchin following his wife around to look at clothes. [:

mrchin was damn funny.
cos i was wearing my green esprit polo today.
and it was the same one that i wore to his wedding.

there it goes.
mrchin: HELLO. [: isnt this the top that you wore to my wedding?
me: YAR! how you know? ( i was surprised though )
mrchin: OF COURSE I CAN REMEMBER! :DD

HAHAHA. hes super duper ultra funny i think. (:

mum bought rocher PRALINE.
GRACIOUS.
ITS HEAVENLY. :DDD

met baoxian at takashimaya.
and PQZ WAS HAVING HER TREATMENT AT FAREAST!
WAY COOL CAN. :D :D
mine will be at like $28?!?
ITS DAMN CHEAP.
and i can go for a GAZILLION times w/o mum complaining im spending too much.
HAHA.

came bought bought teenage&seventeen.
read, read and READ. [: [:

making sure i rmb the stuff i must bring tmr. (:
WEETS WOOTS.

2005-10-31T18:05:00.000+08:00

i find this blogskin rather cool. (:

olevels is FINALLY over.
so now is me getting my arse down to get some stuff done.

#1: LOOK FOR MY JOB! xD i think its so damn goin to rock.
#2: SHANGHAI SHOPPING. i have a whole list of things to get before i go to shanghai. (:
#3: return all the dates i owe pple. [: [:
#4: mum wants my drawers cleared.

after our paper today,
went down to jurongpoint with MISS WONG. (:
lunched at kfc and the same old stuff; talk & talk & TALK.

then went to check our nike&adidas sweaters.
saw this adidas one. RATHER NICE! :D
may consider that design. (:

and we started walking aimlessly.
from first floor to third floor,
back to first floor and up to third floor again.

BOTH WERE BROKE.
cos i didnt bring my money along.
we wanted to buy some stuff. then see see look look.
realised NO MONEY.
DAMN FUNNY. xDD

so came home.
dad's not working for this WHOLE week.
OOH LA LA. :DD
was at the door and i could hear the stereo blasting.
dad was watching some robert waters's concert dvd?!
the songs are like STORIES.
quite meaningful. (:

bought seventeen. (:

*// someone once told me that when it comes to love, you should nvr regret the seemingly silly or weird things you do for it. there's no shame in liking someone and making the first move. even if he doesnt reciprocate, at least you know you did smth about it instead of letting it slip away.

SWEET! :D :D

2005-10-28T14:01:00.000+08:00

BITE , BITE , BITE.
bites ice like nobody's business ;
bite till i bleed.

CHEW , CHEW , CHEW.
chews gums like an insane ;
chew till my troubles are gone.

JUMP , JUMP , JUMP.
jump like a nutcase ;
jump till i fall a great fall.

SKIP , SKIP , SKIP.
skip like theres no tomorrow ;
skip till my heartbeat stops.

//memory seeps from my veins.
let me be empty and weightless ,
and maybe i will find peace tonight ,
in the arms of an angel.

i want to fly away from here ,
from this dark cold unfeeling world.

such sweet madness ; and glorious sadness.

2005-10-25T21:09:00.000+08:00

everything around us is just an illusion.

troubles only come with over-sensitivity ;
sensitive about what people thinks about you ,
sensitive about how good you look ,
sensitive about whats happening around you ,
sensitive about everyone's little actions .

be less sensitive. (:

i know you cant be the one to affect me. you're my good friend, my good buddy. i dont even like you. as in special feelings besides friends. but whatever it is, i dont feel good after hearing all those, after seeing all her entries. i feel like a substitute, a replacement for you to use anytime. i dont knw if i shld continue to trust you.

sometimes ,
i think i think too much ;
i think i dont understand you

to think we're actually such good friends.

" i'll sms you later / sms you again "
yepps, GAZILLION yrs later.
the reply nvr ever reached me.

2005-10-22T13:51:00.000+08:00

i think im in love,
boy i think that im in love with you. [:
i've been doing silly things when it comes to you.

boy i think that im in love with you.
i've been telling all my friends what i feel for you. (:

sunyanzi ;
tanyizhi ;

sunYIZHI ;
tanYANZI ;

okays, thats funny. cos tYZ was saying he has same initials with sYZ.
there goes his new name! (x

yesterday was nt a good day.
today was slightly better. (:

and i hope tmr all will be alright.
prayandPRAY.
cryliketherain; shinelikethestar;
feelslikeanangel

2005-10-18T20:45:00.000+08:00

i know im NO ONE to you ;
but im still holding on
hoping one day you will realise
whats deep down inside of me
`cos you nvr nvr know the ans is YOU

alot alot of things went through my mind today.
was listening to that sad song in class.
ai ta de shi jian shi
tears filled my eyes.
but i held them back.

told myself not to ~~cry~~.
cos i was looking at them.
like it turned out so strained,
rlly feel so sorry for them.

got back four papers today.
amaths- merely passed 40/80 .HAHA
emaths- notbad(: 69/100
physics- REALbad 56/100 (glad i passed anw)
biology- onthedot! 75/100 YAY, first time in my life

i shall get an answer for myself soon.
REAL SOON.
i dont want things to be hanging in the air.

christmas presents! (:
SANTA SANTA SANTA!

2005-10-17T22:11:00.000+08:00

its been a week and a day.

since that very day.

its been a long time.

a long time you left me wondering.

2005-10-15T20:10:00.000+08:00

today. (:

dad brought us down to town.

went maxwell foodcourt to had lunch.

mum and sis loves the food there. (:

went down to centrepoint.

mum bought heels again.

and my dad promised to buy a gucci watch for mum. [:

after that went ps.

dad went to changed something.

and we just walked around.

came home and i slept.

its such a nice feeling to sleep.

eoys took up so much of my sleep.

RAH.

2005-10-13T21:01:00.000+08:00

aunt's father-in-law passed away.

and hes like my second grandfather to me.

cos my aunt is like my second mummy.

oh wells, will pray for him.

pray for him to enjoy his life in heaven. [:

so my aunt brought my cousins over to my house.

they were such ANGELS alright. :DD

love them to bits and pieces. (: (:

they were so CUTE and ADORABLE!!!

SMOOCHIES. <3

THE ELMO SONG!

they were singing that for me. [:

so angelic right? xD

oh wells, reminded me of ~~him~~ again. =X

its been a long four days.

play LOADS with my cousins.

poker cards ; uno ; OLD MAID! x)

but it was just pure FUN.

and they were so curious about my contact lenses.

i was telling them the steps like filling the container up with saline and such.

so both of them were repeating after me.

i feel like a kindergarden TEACHER! (: (:

anw, they were still wondering what exactly is contact lenses.

SO CUTE LAR.

like so young and they dont know bout anything ;

so you just have to teach them from scratch.

and they are fast learners. :D :D

they are just so sweet ;

and they totally melt my heart. (:

ilovethem.

2005-10-12T21:08:00.000+08:00

was SCREAMING while i was bathing.

first, the water was TOO hot for my skin.

and i SCREAMED AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS.

imagine your skin is alr half-cooked,

and u cook it further with hot water.

OOOH MY GOD.

so my mum turned off the heater and me to bathe with COLD WATER.

and i was like what the hell, cold water? i can die.

i decided to ENDURE. [ jian chi x) ]

so i turned on the tap.

WOAH. AND I SCREAMED AGAIN!

the water is like ICED WATER mind you.

do you knw how cold it is.

OH WHAT THE HELL.

finished bathing finally.

-heave a sigh of relief-

came out, had dinner and watched tv (:

watched 'wang zi bian qing wa'

and as expected ; i cried. i rlly cried till my dad thinks im nuts.

shan junhao and ye tianyu. (:

THEY SHOULD BE TOGETHER.

-whines-

who does love story always ends up sad?

sy came and talked to me online.

and he was telling me bout his r/s with _ _ _.

and all the thoughts bout ~~him~~ rushed back in my mind.

sy contributed SO MUCH to the r/s. oh wells.

girls nowadays are ...

im letting go bit by bit everyday ;

and im sure there will be a day ;

when theres nth for me to hold on further.

-my MR.NICE :D

2005-10-12T11:38:00.000+08:00

if you're mad with someone, and nobody's there to fix the situation. you fix it .

maybe today, that person still wants to be your friend.

and if u don't, tomorrow can be too late.

if you're in love with somebody, but that person doesn't know. tell her/him.

maybe today, that person is also in love with you.

and if you don't say it, tomorrow can be too late.

if you really want to kiss somebody, kiss her/him.

maybe that person wants a kiss from you, too.

and if you don't kiss her/him today, tomorrow can be too late.

if you still love a person that you think has forgetten you, tell her/him.

maybe that person have always loved you.

and if you don't tell her/him today, tomorrow can be too late.

if you need a hug of a friend, ask her/him for it.

maybe they need it more than you do.

and if you don't ask for it today, tomorrow can be too late.

af you really have friends who you appreciate, tell them.

maybe they appreciate you as well.

that if you don't and they leave or go far away today , tomorrow can be too late.

if you love your parents, and never had the chance to show them, do it.

maybe you have them there to show them how you feel.

that if you don't and they leave today , then tomorrow can be too late.

TOMORROW CAN BE TOO LATE.

take the chance and say whatever you want to your beloveds tdy.

you never know if there is still a tomorrow ;

for you to have a second opportunity.

2005-10-11T19:36:00.000+08:00

its BEACHING time! (:

tdy was sentosa dayout for KOVALERINAS. :D

we had LOADS OF FUN and LAUGHTER. [:

and of course,

we got our NICE COOL TANS!

(with the help of my banana boat sun-tanning oil. haha)

when to lunch at bk.

and that was the time when this real hilarous joke started.

valenciaWXX : i feel the sun

carineTSY : i feel the heat.

KBL: I FEEL GOOD!

together: TEH NEH NEH NEH TEH NEH NEH!

its cute and funny ; just us. :DD

after bk, decided to go dwn to PALAWAN beach. (:

took the bus and dropped at siloso.

so we being lazy, decided to STAY at siloso instead of WALKING to palawan.

and laid dwn for our TANNING.

wells, the sun love us TOO much yea.

and it was real scorching. half of the time, my feet was BURNT.

OOH LA LA.

but it was rlly rlly rlly ROCKING. [:

and now i knw what it means when pple say ;

the best of friends can remain silent without feeling awkward.

it applies to us SO GODDAMN WELL. (: (: (:

and now, my WHOLE BODY IS RED.

and RED and STILL RED.

like WOW. my feet and legs is the worst.

arms are no better either.

RED like some TOMATO. ohgosh.

and its PAINFUL like H-E-L-L.

its damn killing. UGHH.

but all is worth it! HAHA. :DD

to valenciaWXX:

STOP STARING AT THE MIRROR AT YOUR NAKED BODY, SHALL YOU?

i know you are PROUD of your tan. but do CONTROL hur. haha.

my tan is goin to appear SOON! after the reddish is gone.

so you are goin to lose to me. TRALALAS.

but thanks for tdy. it did helped to relieve us away from the after-eoys-stress. (:

just two words; WE ROCK! :D

to carineTSY:

firstly thanks for your fbt. haha.

and WOW. your arms are RED as well right?

haha. do take care and apply more LOTION.

i have to rely on my POWDER. which doesnt help. haha.

and thanku for tdy as well. it was real FUN and ROCKING.

im feeling damn EUPHORIC now! (:

OOH LA LA. OOH LA LA.